Magic Diary: Maria
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_He made it into the temple!! He bypassed the wards and even possesed Janick!! I… I don't know what happened to me.. I got frozen in fear. That's something that has never happened to me before... I want to think that it's the curse's doing, and nothing else... I need to think that, I need to believe that.Whether is true or not.
I don't feel safe anymore close to others. The lich has proven to be powerful enough to bypass temple wards and posses Janick, so he can easily posses anyone else too, if only for a period of time if they all strong willed.
This is the reason why I escaped, I had to run from that place, I had to stay away, as far away as I can, from everyone. I've found this great spot in the woods, that few people would reach on their own. I should be safe here.
I have kitty guarding, and I placed a ward against scrying too upon myself, that should buy time, that should avoid them finding me.All what's left for me to do is trust Lady Ashena and the others. And of course, Kitty. Kitty is the key for this plan. Kitty will just make his part wonderful, I know it. And I.. I have to stay strong...
Tymora, smile on me this time, I beg._
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_Being trapped in the temple is very uncomfortable, but apparently I have a tendency to do reckless and stupid things at the moment, without giving them a second thought. Like going out from the temple itself… I decided to give it a go, and all looked fine. I was at the south gates with other people... and I'm not sure why or how it happened, but I ended up nearly killing Vick and injuring Sirion.
In fact... even now... I'm not sure I mind at all...that I hurt them. Everything I do I need a good while of rigurous mental analysis in order to know if it's good or not. It's exhausting. Obisouly there's time I just don't think about it.
So then.. I'm dangerous for myself and for others and is for that that I've asked that I'm not allowed out of the temple, under no cirucumstances.I think I already have a name for the boy. But maybe it isn't such a great idea, as the many ideas I've had lately, so I'll better wait until my mind is clearer._
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_I've already talked to Lady Ashena and Allestor. I've given them a good load of magical supplies, from potions to spellcrystals that they will certainly need for the incomming battle. We also decided what will be our course of action, at least if things go as expected.
I'm to have Kitty close at all times, so that when I get kidnapped again, he can stalk me and find out where I'm being brought. Then he'll have to run back to the nearest town to catch someone's attention, preferably Lady Ashena's and get them to follow him. He's most reliable, he has a great scent and a special link with me. So then.. this is our best shot.It's certainly risky, since nothing guarantees they'll make it on time, but what I have no doubts about, is that they'll try their best. There's little else I can do now._
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The wait is not only tiresome but also makes one anxious. There's no way for me to tell when he'll come to take me, or what does he plan to do. Or is there? I thank the Gods for this brilliant intellect I've been given. Thanks to that, and even if I don't feel as sharp as I used to be before the lich caught me captive, I can picture in my mind several if not most scenarios possible that could occur from now on. And from that point, I've developed different strategies to follow, which I'll have to explain to Lady Ashena as soon as I can meet her.
Time is of essence..but don't worry my son.. one way or the other… you'll be free.
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_It's been a while…. since I last wrote a page in this Diary. I've not felt strong enough to do so lately, and it felt also like an unnecessary chore. But now... now I'm not sure I'll make it alive out of this situation, and I would like for my soon to be born child to know what is going on, without missing a detail, so he can forge his own destiny based on what he learns from these pages.
It was already some time that I had faced the lich on his lair and had to retreat from it, wasted and nearly dead, but still having gained information about my enemy. It was at least half a year since I had any words from him and I let my guard down, which was my mistake.
I was quietly sitting by the Norwick's south gates and I heard a spell being cast, but before I could react, it was already dark in my mind.
When I woke up, it was in a crypt, on the ground and unable to move, my bones were chilling and i thought it was because of the cold floor... but suddenly I realized... it was because of his presence.I will not go into detail of the pain and suffering I had to endure, but I will reveal to you, my son, the reason you are born. The lich's body is weak and old, and in order to gather more power he needs a young and powerful body, which he wants it to be yours. He plans on possesing you, my child, once you are born, in order to achieve this power he seeks.
Through painful and horrible ritual he managed to inseminate you inside my body, and you are growing strong, draining me and my magic in order to become more powerful. Yes, that's the reason im writing this pages here....
It may be the case...that when you are born... I will die, and if that was to happen, I want you to know I love you. You are part of me, and I would like to see you become an excelent mage.Trust your sister Elva, I adopted her long time ago because she was lonely, please don't ever let her feel lonely again, there's no curse more unbareable than loneliness. She'll guide you through your first years as magician, but then you will eventualy surpass her, you are my son after all,and you should then help her improve.
Of course, I'm not so careless as to leave you with just a few advices and kind words. You will have enough gold to live forever, a tower in the rawlins and countless books and scrolls to learn from. You will have a sister, and I bet Sis Silea will be aiding you as well...But... the most important thing I will be giving to you if I die... are my bonds with my friends. If I was to die, you'll be safe no matter what, and you'll notice how many people cared for your mother, and how many people she cared for... and that shall remind you always, that the only thing in this world that you can't afford yourself to not have...is friends.
Be strong my child. And avenge your mother were she to die._
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_Silea came to me, all agitated and conmotioned. The lich had visited her in her dreams, and was trying to intimidate her, to persuade her to go back to those crypts where she was held and tortured for so many years. It made me rage. I couldn't allow the lich to mortify my sister any longer, so I went for him.
I knew I was ill and weakened, damn the lich for it, but I still could not stand there and wait. I followed Silea into the Lich's lair, which was seen by her in the dreams. There was a large amount of undead down there, too many, even powerful mummy lords in numbers. It was a hell of a fight… but.. by the time I found the lich, I was wasted. And through all of my rage, a glimpse of sanity crossed my mind. Better to leave while I could, for I would serve Silea for nothing if I got killed.
Yes, I had to flee, to retreat, to run away. I could hear the lich's laughter echoing behind me. Damn him. I'll be back..._
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_I can't believe this happened… Norwick's overrun by bugbears... many people fell...many people did their best to save others. I tried too, but it wasn't enough, despite all the powerful I believe I am, it wasn't near enough.
I should've prepared different spells, it was a poor choice of mine. I didn't know what was comming, but regardless... I should've prepared better. I couldn't save Shallyah, I couldn't save Eluriel, despite my best efforts...
and at the end the only thing I was able to do was to call for retreat at the keep and hide there... At least that saved a few lives.But I can't help but feel bad about it. Should I have stayed there? Should I have died there in defense of the town? What would've that changed...
I need time on my very own._
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_I followed the bandit. Lucky as I was, Tymora be blessed, it was raining and my not so silently steps were eclipsed by the sound of the raindrops hitting the ground. I couldn't stand it any longer, I had to find her.
I followed him to the central plains next to jiyyd, and I was too eager to find her, so eager that I forgot to be cautious. Right at the moment I entered the cave the alarm triggered and soon they all knew I was there. Too late to head back.
I moved always forward , with conviction. I didn't plan on summoning Kitty to aid me, yet he from his plane, was making so much strengh for me to summon him, to help me in this day, the day I had waited for ever since I left candlekeep.
Kitty and myself walked through the cave, dealing with the bandits that would dare to stand between us…and her. I've never seen Kitty fight in a more fierce way than today. And I never took a step back. Always forward, leaving bodies left and right of me.
I didn't let any run away. They didn't ask for mercy, and so they didn't deserve any.
One room after the other, the bandits kept comming, and they all kept dying. I was so angry and so decided to keep going... my spells came out stronger than they ever had. It was reckless, I didn't even stop to evaluate the thread. I just kept pushing, room after room.
A group of spellcasters? Burnt to ashes. A group of sneakers? Freezed to death. A group of strong warriors in full plates? Electrified.
Nothing could stop me. Nothing.And finaly, only one person between me and Silea. The bandit's head, the one that held her captive all this time. There was only possible outcome for this. He had to die, pay for his crimes, for all these years without Silea.
We fought. I nearly lost my arm, such a strengh... and such a sword, that pierced even through my shields.
In the end, none of these mattered. He had to perish, no other choice. So I did it. And he was dead... his last words, he was sorry, and thanked me for freeing him from his curse... that damn lich.After so many years, after so much suffering...she was there... It wouldn't be fair for me to express in words the relevance and magnificence of the moment my hands could hold Silea again.
But it will stick in my mind for a very long...forever.The lich is the one that was pulling the strings behind the scene. He was amused at the outcome of the recent events in his subordinates lair. He claimed he will go for us.
If something is clear for me at this point, is that I will not lose Silea ever again...and that I will destroy the being that took her away from me to begin with. That's my purpose in life right now. And will do whatever it takes to acomplish it.The best of this long day? That I finaly could pronounce this words again...
"See you tomorrow, Sis"._A tear drops in María's diary…..........
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_Powerful Dragon. Black one. That certainly can't be good, but something in me feels happy about it. Perhaps it's the idea of a true challenge. Of true adventure and risk, like I've had in long time… I can't change what I am, I love adventure, I love challenge and to overcome situations against the odds. I usualy push myself to the limit.
Val and Shallyah are doing research on that dragon, meanwhile, I'm secretly practicing my most powerful spells, based on the knowledge I have from fighting that other black dragon years back.
We'll take it down. We have to._
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Today I found myself trapped in the depths of the cold caves. I was with Vic and she was really nervous about what was going on. Traps, ogres casting dispels everywhere… and the exits blocked too.
Perhaps it's that I've become powerful enough to be confident and calm even in the most difficult of situations... or perhaps it was just that I could not just stay there. Not until I free Silea from those bastards. Perhaps that's what pushed me to stay clear on my mind and do exactly what I had to do to overcome all the obstacles.
See that, Sister? even when you are not there.... you are helping me.
I miss you.
I summoned Gleam once more when I had dire need. He was wiling to help, though he was somewhat different. After the battle I unsummoned him so he could get some rest and think, or whatever they do.
I summoned him back once in town, he apologized for not being of more help. Nonsense. He's my friend, and his presence is help enough. He said,again, that perhaps some day I'll find another celestial more capable in battle wiling to make a deal with me, like a hound archon.Perhaps I will. It would be very interesting, like an adventure in itself. But I will not stop summoning Gleam, never. He's a friend.
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_After the party I thought it'd be a good idea to speak with Gleam for a bit. He seemed quite happy that so many other celestials showed up in the tower. He certainly didn't expect it.
I'd say we was shinning even brighter than usual, but I know for certain that it would be a false assumption.I spoke with Gleam about the possibility of learning the Planar Binding spell. He wasn't able to teach me that spell , obiously so I scribbed it from the Spellweaver keep.
I've yet to try to cast it, I think I still need a bit more of time to request a hound archon to be allies with me. From what I've learnt in all this time with gleam and reading books, it's usualy a deal that has to be made between the celstial and myself. It's not unheard of that the celestial agrees to be summoned if the summoner can be summoned to at will. I would definitely accept to this, would feel honoured to be requested by a celestial to aid them. If that would not suffice in this case, there's other things I could offer I figure, though what could a celestial need, scapes me at this moment._
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That was a wonderful party. Many people came to visit, some of my best and most closest friends too. And I had Gleam and other celestials with me as well. Even that Celestial Avoral visited. There was food and dancing, and everyone looked so happy… even Val delighted us with a very beautiful song. It was a perfect night. You'll be soon part of these new stories, Silea. I'll get you back, promised.
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_They got her. He has her. They say if I don't do as they say, they'll kill her… I can't allow that. I'll do whatever they ask me to do... I have to see her, bring her back home safely.
Be strong Silea, I'll save you... I promise_
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_Things south by Norwick have calmed down a bit. There's nothing but the usual and rare goblin assaults and little else. So there's little to write about that now.
However I recently was in the lost city, looking for some treasure. Shallyah invited me along to that treasure hunting trip, and a good thing she did. It was a great adventure. But I can't but feel conflicted with myself with the last moments happenings.
We had that red dragon there, evil by nature, he should've been put down, but most of the group was scared to fight it and they'd rather make a deal with it. As Shallyah put it, that's not honorable… and I also don't think it was the right thing to do.
However, when talking to Gleam, he seemed to understand that we could not act on our own belonging to a group and having promised to not act against the group to begin with. Next time though, there'll be chance for him...I really need to rest now, it was very tiring trip._
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_The origin of the strange cold that affects Norwick it's in another plane, which was visited by some adventures not long ago. They woke up some statues that should've been left to rest.
These are their voices and what I heard from them at the inn:They tortured us.
Why would they be so careless with the well being of others?
Ignorance
They thought themselves heroes, smirking.
Despite our please - beacuse of our please they escalated their torment of us.
What good being could do such horrible things with a smile on their faces?
Wretched fools.
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We merely wished to sleep.
We did nothing but they imposed themselves on us.
They invaded our reality trampled our minds broke our souls.
All whilst thinking themselves right.
Such self-righteousness.
It was getting really painful, but then I managed to disconnect my mind from them. We'll eventualy have to go to that plane and put those statues back to rest. If we can at all.
The attacks on Norwick have intensificated. That little hin doppleganger is getting everyone on their nerves. And the constant attack of bugbears isn't helping a little bit. Then there's still that Lich, and Fendon, and the Illithids, and the Rat-God... this is going to be tiring._
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_Things seem to be getting bad enough for people to be really scared. Norwick seems to be in serious danger. Even N'jast soldiers, from what I've heard, tried to kill Biswan to retrieve the artifact. We need to act quickly and strong.
I've adopted Elva. She was really in need of a parental figure to guide her through her life. Perhaps I'm not the best mother, but it's the only one she'll have. I will make a respected Wizard. I have no doubt she'll make me proud…in time._
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_I don't know what was I thinking. As I explained already in class, undead is something that should not be played with. There's a soul trapped in that body, and every second of their existence is a punishment full of pain and suffering.
It was good that I talked with Gleam about this and he said this to me, which is quite true.So I looked for Ama'bael and in front of her and Therean I ripped the page from my spellbook, much as it hurts me to do so, since the spellbook is very dear to me…but it was the good thing to do.
Now there's a lich that wants me dead, just because I burnt his/her spellbook to ashes in front of his/her face. Maybe it wasn't the most wise move I've done, but then again I don't claim myself to be specialy wise... hopefuly we'll be able to take him/her down since we know where it lives, and with a bit of luck we can track the philactery and get it done for real.
As if we had not enough undead trouble, this Fendon fella is sending more undead, including vampires, to attack Norwick. He's annoying, but powerful enough for me to be on alert everytime he or his minions show up. I can fight spells, I can't fight big swords...I bet he'd slice through me in a few seconds._
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_I can understand their position on that spell. But they should respect other's opinion and they do not. That's not a good thing and I wish they knew better…specialy Ama'bael, who is one of my best friends. There's no doubt that the spell is NOT inherently evil, it's a neutral spell, and it's no different from charm person or dominate person, yet the insist that I remove the spell from my spellbook...that I cut off a page from my spellbook..
They certainly have no idea what is a spellbook to a wizard. I will not do this, and if doing nothing but good actions is not enough for them to trust me, then that's too bad._
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_I've started again with my classes at the keep. I thought it would be good to get those back since there's new magicians that are pretty much starters. That and the recent threads include a lot of magical power, and it will hurt no one to understand more about spells and magic in order to confront these better.
I hope many people will attend and that they'll be interactive and not just dummies sitting on chairs. That makes for boring classes.
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Vaxin escaped. Our plan failed, or better said, we failed to follow our own plan...it was so confusing at times. But we can't just let this end here, we need to find him no matter what and stop him...and more importantly, I wish to make him pay for what he did to Ronan. I will not forgive him for that. Never.
The war with the hoarans looks at any rate impossible to avoid, so things will be getting a bit more rough in the next months.
Nothing about Silea. To be honest I've not tried too hard lately to find her, because I've been busy with other things. But I hope that soon I'll have some more spare time and will be able to work on this.
I'll have her back, whatever it takes._
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_I've been away visiting mother in Candlekeep. It had been a lot of time since I was there, and I had no wish to go back home without Silea…but I received that letter from my mother, and she was really wanting to see her only daughter.
Everything was as I remembered, the streets , the people... though most of them didn't recognize me. It was a showrt visit, but definitely a long twrip, I'm so fawr away fwrom home hewre...
Mom was quite happy to see me, and she listened to me with a bright smile while I was telling her about Narfell, my position at the keep and the fantastic friends I've made here. I didn't worry her with the deaths and risks I've taken, but I showed her a bit of my improvements with magic.
Perhaps It shouldn't take that long next time for me to visit my mother again. All in all, it felt really good...Ronan is still ill, but apparently stable. The healers are not sure what was what Vaxin did to him, but it's keeping him unconscious for a long time. Perhaps we need to defeat vaxin first, that I do not know.
Anyways, this attack to Vaxin's lair that is to happen soon will be something really decisive. I expect to have a hard time, but we need to do this, yes or yes.
I'll do my best.Since I was gone, there was little I could do about finding Silea. I will take on it as soon as possible though. I will perhaps try to investigate further through oscura, it's been a while of that.
Well...that Celestial Avoral really enjoys punching. Everytime I summon him in combat, he puts away his bow and punch punch punch... at least he's still a good conversationalist. Summoned him several times on my trip to candlekeep to make me some company. I keep discovering new things about the celestial plane everyday, and he's so full of joy that It makes me smile through all of the talking.
He says that perhaps one day I'm able to link better between both planes so I can summon a houndarchon for longer. Not many have managed that from what he says, but it's not unheard of._