3. Marie's Diary - Notes of a travelling hin

Marie's Diary - Notes of a travelling hin


  • The Twentyninth of Ches, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Snowing

    I can add another title to my list now, that of Knight Initiate.

    Wog approached me personally, and asked me to join the Order of Watchful Repose. Apparently, they're an organisation devoted to the destruction of undead, and the defeat of necromancers and their foul acts.

    I accepted his offer. It's something that resonates with me. I want to help protect this land as best as I can, and neither the Legion, nor any other military type organisation in this land holds as much interest for me as the Order does. I like the HDL, but I seem to be the only active hin in it at the moment, and it's kinda hard to be a one person organisation.

    There's a lot of things I want to talk to him about, things about me, and about events in the past that I've born witness to here, things that I'm sure he'll find interesting.

    He's said that if I work hard, and I'm willing, I could even become a full Knight.

    Imagine that, me, a Knight. Born the daughter of a farmer, sent from home at twelve to train at the monastery, rejected by her village at nineteen as being too weak… and then, a Knight.

    People could actually call me Lady Marie.


  • The Ninth of Ches, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Snowing

    Well, we're offficially into Spring, and it's still snowing. I'm starting to get worried that there's something screwy happening here. My first few years here, it never snowed at all, and to go from that to snowing in Spring is very disconcerting.

    Folks don't seem to be talking about it at all, so I won't push for now, but I'm pretty sure it's not natural.

    I went on another trip with Linn and Adelie into the Underdark, my tactics are improving down there. I'm getting in more hits, and getting targetted less by the Duergar, as well as helping Adelie out more by knocking the stupid things over.

    The trips down there are pretty profitable, not just in terms of coin, but also training, and ore for Adelie's crafting. She's zooming along through her mining, and her weaponsmithing is going really well. If things keep going like this, within a few years she'll have made me that golden kama she promised.

    I also went on a trip with Quin to get him some ore from the Kuo-tua. We got lucky, and found copper in the sandy cave, so we didn't have to go too deep… but we also got unlucky and had some deep spiders set upon us.

    The same spiders that killed me all those years ago now.

    This time though, the battle was a lot simpler. A flurry of punches, kicks, and knee strikes, and they went down. Barely even hit me.

    Quin paid me well for my time, like he always does. We didn't make much coin at all, but it was a quick safe trip.

    The days are getting a bit repetitive at the moment, I hope something happens soon to break up the cycle a bit more.

    Variety is the spice of life, they say.


  • The Twentyfirst of Alturiak, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Snowing

    Had some trouble today with a Vampire. Never fought one before, not keen to do it again. My ribs still ache from his blows.

    I was in town here, chatting with Kala about things when Yana, Nora, and Belma'r turned up, talking about a vampire that Bel had spotted. They restocked and were going to head out, so I joined them. Elidur happened to come along at that point, so the five of us made our way out to the northern orc cave to see if we could find him and end his foul existence.

    The orcs themselves seemed to be expecting our arrival, but their eyes were glazed over, as if they weren't completely under their own control. As we fought our way deeper, some of the orcs seemed confused and bewildered, others fought with unnatural ferocity and focus.

    We found troughs of blood, filled near overflowing.

    A giant near ghostly wolf with glowing red eyes plagued our steps, trying to distract and seperate us, yet when we challenged it, it would turn and depart, diving into cracks in the cave walls and turning into a mist.

    Finally, we faced him. The vampire. He taunted us, killed an orc we were trying to negotiate with, and damn near killed us all. He was strong… and quick. Talked of a brood that he served, and that soon they would feast on all of us.

    I tried to fight him, but could barely hurt him, and he healed faster than I could wound him. Retreat was the only option, and retreat we did, aided by a holy amulet that Yana had.

    I'm going to let Wog know, he seems to have a special interest in undead. Might be that he knows a way to combat the vampire. Without Yana there, I might not have made it out alive.

    I'm going to need to train harder.


  • The Fifth of Alturiak, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Norwick
    Weather: Snowing

    The weather seems to have turned even colder than normal here, as things are changing again. Cattle have been dying in the fields, and the ground is freezing solid overnight. Folks talk about different causes, some plausible, others not so much so.

    I've been helping the ladies to knit more blankets to stay warm. It keeps their minds off the troubles outside the front door of the Grapevine, as well as producing something handy to have. Heaven knows we can always do with more resources, and blankets will never be useless.

    They don't talk about much these days except for what is within our walls. The Sisters, the food, their families, even their dreams and longings. I think they've become accustomed to loss, and to suffering, even though I would do anything to give them a new life.

    The Sisters have talked and talked about a new home for our ladies, and for a new home to continue the rebuilding process that we started. And I want to see that happen. But I want it to come as soon as it can, not in a year, or ten years… it has to happen soon.

    The longer these ladies stay trapped within these walls, the more their spirits will die. They are here because they have nowhere else to be, and noone else to turn to.

    We need to give them something more.


  • The Eighteenth of Hammer, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    I'm not really sure what I can write about today, it's the quiet time of year right now, and people seem to be staying indoors out of the cold.

    I've spent time lately with a few different folk, but the one that sticks in my mind is Wog, a tall, well spoken half-orc. He's got a great sense of humour, and he's kind and intelligent. He's also got a great sense of self preservation, and knows when to fight, and when to run.

    I've spoken to him about joining the GGGGGG, he's quite interested. I think he's got a lot of experience and knowledge that would serve the guild well. Not to mention that he doesn't like the crafters union overly much either.

    The GGGGGG is really starting to shape up as an alternative to the Crafters Union, whilst not being a direct competitor. Strangely enough, I'm officially a member now as well… it kind of just happened. One day I was merely helping Benji out, the next I was up there with Benji, discussing the future plans and helping him design new inventions.

    We're thinking about basing the guild in the Silver Valley, depending on what the Council says to our ideas, and if the rest of our members agree to the idea. I'd like to see more business go to the Valley, as well as it being a lovely place to spend time.

    In any case, I'm working on two projects at the moment. One is to do with ammunition, and the other is to do with clothing... I can't say too much more, in case someone finds this diary, but I think they're both going to be very interesting come the next auction.

    Selling something that no-one else can make... a good business strategy.


  • The First of Hammer, 1510 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    Well today was interesting, and no doubt of that! I was out in the pass, keeping an eye on things near where the others want to build our new Sisterhood hall, when a group of Legionnaires came up, heading into the Gnoll woods. Lyte was there, and so was Benji and Wog, Rary, Telli, Calen, and Malika. As soon as Wog saw me, he cheerfully called me to "fall in" as it were, so I jumped on board and joined them on their trip. Turns out they were headed into the Cold Caves, so in we went.

    The trip seemed to go as normal, until we got into the caves proper. There we encountered human and ogre zombies, as well as humans with dire maces and whips, pushing the zombies into battle with us.

    Wave after wave of zombies moved against us, and fell, as well as the odd un-zombied ogre. Eventually though, we got to what we figured was the source of the undead, a portal with an altar to an unknown god.

    We tried all kinds of things to close the portal, but eventually after we had destroyed some kind of power crystal and the altar itself, the portal remained open. Every so often, undead came out of it, and very powerful ones too. We fought them as they appeared for a while, but that didn't seem to do anything either.

    So, figuring that the other end of the portal was somewhere else in the dungeon, we went to move on, but were stopped by an angel, who told us to use the power crystal on the altar to open the portal, and go to the other side to close it.

    Well, now we had a problem, didn't we! No altar, and no power crystal, although the broken shards of the crystal seemed to work well enough. We even managed to put the altar back together, but it just wouldn't work.

    Just as we were about to give up, a devil appeared, and offered to fix the altar for us so that we could open the portal, but she wanted a powerful magical item in exchange. Some of the others tried tricking her, or offering weak items, but she didn't fall for it at all. I didn't offer her anything, dealing with devils is a no no as far as I'm concerned, but in the end Telli gave her a powerful gem called a Saintsblood Pearl.

    I'm sad that Telli gave her such a noble thing, but I know she did it with good intentions, even knowing what the devil might do with it to corrupt it.

    The devil took her prize, activated the altar for us, and left in a shower of flames.

    With the altar re-activated, the portal became two way. Rary went through with a rope tied around his waist, and after waiting a few moments Lyte, Benji, Wog and I went through after him, knowing that he would probably need a hand.

    On the other side of the portal was a worked stone room, with five pillars of light in the middle of it, four raised platforms with pentagrams on them, and six precious stones, each a different colour. A puzzle to be solved.

    Wog and I took control, each of us putting two gems on two platforms. We must have picked right, because beams of light came down onto the platforms, the central pillars of light disappeared, the portal door at the start of the room opened, and the roof started collapsing.

    We made for the exit as quickly as we could. I managed to swipe one of the gems on the way out, I think it's called Alexandrite. In any case, we got out of there, fought our way to the surface and out of the gnoll woods, and headed back to civilisation.

    If I go on many more outings with the Legion, I might need to look at joining up with them. There's already quite a few folks in the Legion that I get along with well, so I don't think I'd have any issues like I do with the HDL, asides from the fact that I'm almost the only adventurer who is active in the HDL these days.

    Might have to talk to Marty about that.


  • The Eighteenth of Nightal, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    Things have been pretty quiet for me for the last few weeks, mind you this time of year seems to be quiet in general every year.

    There was a big auction, went for a day and a night. I spent way too much coin, but it's better to spend it on things that make people happy than to leave it in the bank, gathering dust. I bought some spell crystals for the GGGGGG, Benji wants them for one of his creations, they cost me over seven thousand gold. I also bought Alexi some dark leathers, they cost five thousand.

    I bought a big crossbow of cherrywood for myself, as Benji just didn't seem like he was going to be able to get one to me any time soon, as well as a spell crystal that would turn my skin to stone, an amulet that protects against the cold, and some magical bracers that turn blows from your body. Not sure what I'll do with the bracers, but they'll probably end up as a present to someone. Maybe a new adventurer I meet.

    Oh, and there have been some odd undead turning up lately. The first one I met talked about the a lock, and how it was bent. The second one told me that the page was missing, within the jewel. And the third one asked what time it was not, and said that the page was being watched by Waukeen. From what I can gather, it's to do with a statue that Telli and Grag broke, but what those undead are saying is pretty cryptic.

    Perhaps the strangest thing was a pair of beholders I came across, in the Underdark. I was coming back from a mining trip with Quin and Master Mord when we walked right into them! The really strange thing about them was that they didn't use magic from their eyes like normal undead do, and when they were dead I found armor and weapons on them, like the ones that the kuo-tua use.

    It was like a powerful mage had turned some kuo-tua into beholders… like a polymorph or something. But who, and why? And how? I know a lot of mages who would pay quite handsomely for such a spell.

    I should head out, I think Adelie needs me to go mining with her. With all this ore I'm hauling around, I'm starting to think I should become a miner myself. There'd be no shortage of people willing to help me out.

    Maybe something to consider.


  • The Eighth of Uktar, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: The Silver Valley
    Weather: Sunny

    Well, my training has finally paid off. Today, I challenged, and defeated, a Hin Fist Disciple of the Monastery here in the Valley.

    I was travelling through the Valley, catching up with friends when I heard some muttering between the guards about a new Hin Fist monk in town. I headed over quickly to the Monastery, and there he was, a fresh faced hin with an unusual name.

    I was given admission into the sparring room, where Mattie, the Hin Fist Disciple, had just defeated Ono Ryuko, the new hin. He looked a little sore, but otherwise okay, and definitely ready to learn more. We spoke for a time, about the realm and the difficulties involved in living here, and then we sparred.

    In the first round, I took him out with a single, well aimed strike.

    In the second, Mattie used a balm on him that turned his skin to stone. He lasted much longer that time, but he still went down and all he was able to do was graze my skin.

    After that, he sat back to watch Mattie and I spar.

    We prepared ourselves, and faced off, neither one looking away, focussed on the fight to come. I told her to engage when she was ready, and after a quick nod, she sprang into action, aiming a stunning blow at my chest.

    I dodged it, and we traded blows for a while. Finally, she managed to catch me a glancing blow to the head, stunning me for a few moments. She unleashed a flurry of strikes whilst I was helpless, hoping to take me down. Thankfully, I came around before she could finish me off and lashed out with my waterfall kick, knocking the wind out of her.

    Wasting no more time, I stepped in and used my rushing river move to bring her down, laying her out on the dojo matt, as she had done to me several years earlier.

    Once the match was officially over, I helped her to her feet, staying calm but feeling a great joy within myself, knowing that I had bested her at last, that I was strong enough to be considered a worthy leader.

    After that, we spoke for a time, and she spoke highly of my skill. It was a bit embarrassing to be praised so in a place of learning, but it made my heart sing.

    And yet the road before me goes on forever.


  • The Twentyfourth of Marpenoth, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: The Silver Valley
    Weather: Sunny

    I'm not sure why, but there seems to be a lot of undead around at the moment, or people trying to create undead. There's been that incident with the Legion and the broken statue… undead in the ruins of Jiyyd, and now, a group of unsavoury characters are trying to create more undead on the old war plains near Jiyyd.

    I met Kosef in the Peltarch commons, we chatted for a while and he told me that he was planning on exterminating the graverobbers that plague that old battlefield. After a while, Isenduil joined us, and the three of us made our way south through the Nars Pass.

    Kosef's a fairly new traveller to Narfell, he came from Damarra, says he used to be a soldier. He certainly carries himself like a soldier would, but his eyes are a lot cheerier than what I've seen on most professional men at arms. Probably something to do with the fact that he's his own man now, and not working under the service of some lord or another. He follows Kelemvor, the lord of the dead. It seems an odd choice, but I guess in his career he must have seen a lot of death, both at his own hands and the hands of his foes.

    Isenduil is a very odd elven priest of a deity called Fenmarel, a god concerned with exiles and feral elves. I guess he fits his god just right, but there's something about him that makes me uneasy. He's never said or done anything to upset me, but it feels like every time he looks at me, he sees a lesser being, something beneath him. That said, he uses his bow well, and is fairly open about using his god's blessings on his allies.

    Anyway, once we got to the temple of Kelemvor, we went inside so that Kosef could get some supplies and pray. The priests there blessed him, and our trip. But as we were leaving the temple, we came across a dwarf sleeping outside the gate, his spear and shield still in hand. Introducing himself as Stubs, he joined us and together we made our way across the Rift River on the ferry.

    Once out on the old war plain, we were almost immediately accosted by a woman in red and black armor. I stayed in the shadows, watching and waiting, in case I was needed, leaving the others to fight, they needed the combat experience far more than I do.

    Isenduil noticed some scavengers up on the hill of old ruined tower, so we made our way around to the ramp and I did a little scouting ahead. Six scavengers, and a man in red and black armor were there, patrolling backwards and forwards as if expecting someone. They didn't notice me, but I wasn't going to push my luck any further than I had to. So I went to the others and dragged them back from the ramp, giving them the positions and numbers of our foe.

    Stepping back into the shadows, I made my way ahead of them to the old ruined tower entrance to stop anyone trying to enter or exit the tower, and watched the fight unfold. Stubs went down, hit mightily by the man in red and black, but I was able to get him up and going again with little more than a few seconds out of his life missing. The six and one were defeated, and we had not been discovered by those within the tower ruins, so we stopped for a minute to regroup ourselves.

    Tactics were discussed, potions given around to make the others harder to hit. Healing was used, and tasks given out... it was almost as if we were a crack unit there for a specific mission, sticking to parameters and working cohesively.

    Sticking to the shadows, I moved inside ahead of the others to position myself, watching to see how the fight would unfold. Again, they had no idea of my presence, continuing to move around their room uneasily, seemingly still expecting someone. They referred to him as "Captain", but whether the title was a military one, a naval one, or merely an earnt moniker, we would never find out.

    Kosef and Stubs burst into the room, weapons bared and shouts of challenge ringing in our ears, Isenduil coming in quietly behind them, his bow promising swift death. The toughest looking enemy in the room was my target, and I stunned him from the shadows. He never saw me coming, and he never saw my fist as it hit him in the head, making his eyes water and his head spin.

    The others worked their way through their foes quickly, Stubs going down again whilst Kosef moved from foe to foe, ending up in front of the stunned warrior just as he came to his senses. I brought Stubs around again, and stepped in to help out Kosef, ending the life of the brute before us.

    We searched the room, finding freshly dug up corpses and black onyx, to be used for the creation of undead. And the man they called Captain was still to arrive.

    Getting ourselves into position, we prepared for his entry. Stubs climbed inside a crate, hoping to leap out and catch him by surprise, whilst Kosef stood in the middle of the room, Isenduil crouched behind some discarded wooden beams, and I hid in the shadows near the door.

    We waited, and watched.

    After a time, the sound of one approaching in fullplate could be heard. We prepared ourselves, and then a huge man walked through the door. He looked big, and he looked mean, like he'd sell his own grandmother for a few gold if he was given the option.

    He and Kosef traded verbal abuse for a few seconds, then I lashed out at him with my lasoo, holding him in place whilst the others moved in. He was tough, and hard to hit, but we persisted. Isenduil managed to stop him with a Hold spell, and Kosef called for us to halt so that he could be bound.

    I thought nothing of it, tying up this so called Captain, and passed the rope off to Kosef. After all, he was the one who started the mission, and it was something he lusted for with a religious zeal. Stubs took the opportunity whilst Kosef had his back turned, to kick the Captain in the mouth, teeth and blood pouring out freely as he screamed... and yet it didn't worry Kosef.

    We moved outside... and Kosef yammered on about the dead in the battleground, how they wouldn't be disturbed any longer... then went to draw a sword to execute the Captain.

    I cried out, alarmed that he would take such an action, but it was too late. He loosened his grip on the rope, and the villain ran off, shouting curses at us.

    We gave chase, and blows were traded back and forth, but in the open he was able to use magics and potions to evade us, eventually leading us into the swamp where we lost his trail in the mud.

    The others seemed to think nothing of running through the old Jiyyd ruins and into the swamp, but I knew better. I had to defeat a large bug that had picked up their scent, I'm not sure how they would have coped against it themselves, but they listened to reason and we abandoned our search, preferring to live than to wander aimlessly in a deadly swamp.

    We returned to the tower ruins, recovered the dead, and gave them a decent burial, leaving nothing of the bandits that we had defeated.

    I tried speaking with Kosef regarding his intent to execute the man, a prisoner, a man with no way to defend himself, but he would not listen. He sees it as his religious right to enforce the will of his god, regardless of the laws of the land, or what would be honourable.

    I hope that the next time that he and the Captain meet, that whoever loses will find death in battle and not outside of it, because I fear that the winner will not be merciful, nor honourable with the defeated.

    In any case, after all of that was finished, I made my way here, to the Valley. I used a few tanglefoot bags trying to recapture the Captain and needed to restock on them, plus I wanted to come somewhere quiet and peaceful to think on things.

    I trust Kosef, and I get along with him well, but his religious fervour is something I hadn't seen before. It's like what I saw in Dietrick, a flame within him that rises to the surface in the right circumstances, uncontrollable and consuming.

    A flame that will destroy all it touches.


  • The Seventeenth of Marpenoth, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    I got to see Alexi again today… after such a long time apart it was glorious to be with him. We talked and played, chased one another around, teased, and did all the normal things that we do together.

    It felt like... how can I describe it? Perhaps like the way that I can see Mama looked when Papa came back from a market ride to the coastal towns... he'd be gone for weeks and then when he came back, she'd just get this look, and it was like emotion poured out of her. Relief, happiness, love... It was at those times that I knew that they loved one another, no matter what difficulties they had.

    He told me that he'd been watching me from the shadows, looking after me, keeping an eye out for problems... and that he would always be there, watching over me. It was reassuring, but at the same time, it doesn't relieve the loneliness that I feel when he's away. He's a part of me, more than most could ever understand.

    He's not going to be around much it seems... there's something pulling him away. He won't talk about it, but I know that he'll keep coming back to me, regardless of what happens.

    Oh, how I wish we were both free of our responsibilities, so that we could be together now, but there's so many things that come between us, and work to keep us apart.

    No point dwelling on it though, this is our lot for now, and we have to deal with it and keep going. Can't just curl up in a ball and complain, it won't solve anything.

    One day though, things will be different.


  • The Twentyeighth of Eleint, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Snowing

    I've spent a fair bit of time with Terren lately, getting to know him, mucking around, and so on. He's a really nice guy… definitely not someone that I'd want to be in a relationship with, but a nice guy nonetheless. I don't think I could handle his wandering ways... there's a lot more to life than sex, and I think that there are times when he forgets that.

    In any event... the reason this came up is that I gave him a full massage at the bathhouse... took me an hour. We chatted whilst I worked his muscles into a stress free state. Hedia was there for a while too, watching and listening. I don't mind, she's nice enough, but like Terren. Too focussed on sex.

    After a while, she left, saying that she had things she had to attend to... and Terren and I spoke about Hedia. He thought that she liked me quite a bit, and from there the topic moved on to other, more intimate topics. I could tell that she wasn't the only one interested in me. He pretty much said that he would like a wife like me, as if trying to subtly hint that he wouldn't mind adding to his family, even though he knew I wanted children and that he could never give them to me, let alone anything else.

    When I had finished and he sat up, he had to cover his lap with a towel... seems like the discussion got him all hot and bothered.

    I'll happily count him amongst my friends, but anything more than that, well, I'm just not interested. There needs to be more subtlety, more playing... more intimacy. And less wandering, even if no-one else has a problem with it.

    The man I eventually marry will be faithful.


  • The Fourth of Eleint, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Snowing

    It's the middle of Summer, and it's snowing in Peltarch! I know the land used to be like this, but it hasn't snowed here in years, and then it starts up in Summer!

    I got off the boat from Norwick and wandered into the commons to find folks throwing snowballs at one another, and marvelling at the wonder of this most unusual scene. Belma'r had even made a snowhin!

    I took the time to play and relax in the snow, having only ever seen it up high in the Giantspires. It was a little cold, but nothing that I couldn't handle. So I took the opportunity to sit under a tree and meditate. Ronan was also sitting there, we spoke for a time quietly, whilst he read a journal or something similar. He's an interesting fellow, but from what he said to me, he seems conflicted, perhaps in a way that he doesn't realise.

    He said that he stood apart from others, that he was unique, forging his own path. It's interesting that he said that, considering some of the things I've heard about him and the assassins that are after him. I get the feeling that there's a lot about him that he doesn't share with anyone, either from fear, or arrogance.

    He's powerful, but power isn't everything.


  • The Eighteenth of Eleasis, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    I finally have my boots!

    Sitting in the commons, waiting for Linn and Adelie to arrive, I was talking with some adventurers when Terren arrived with a pair of boots that were smoking, like they'd just been steamed or frozen really, really cold. He had a big grin on his face, and he smiled at me, happy with himself.

    Of course, I jumped up and ran over to him, and he gave me the boots. I had thought that they would make my feet move faster, or improve my reflexes somehow, but he made them do something slightly different. When I put them on for the first time, they kept smoking… but it was more like a mist than smoke. But that wasn't the strangest thing... they increased my peripheral vision so much that I can see behind my head!

    The sensation of being able to see everything all around me was disorientating at first. I almost fell over! But Terren helped me to a seat, and as I sat there, swinging my feet and turning my head this way and that, I slowly became accustomed to it.

    After maybe an hour, I decided to go for a walk, test out how they worked in combat. Every step I took was like I was floating, barely touching the ground. My feet slid forward as if in a dream, and I could see in all directions at once, sometimes even as if I was in the air, above the ground.

    The orcs sure weren't expecting the changes that they made to my combat ability. They didn't land a single blow on me. I can only imagine what I must have looked like to them, a small, speeding, red ghost of doom.

    I hope it gives me the edge I need.


  • The Twentysixth of Flamerule, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: A secret grotto (Not telling!)
    Weather: Warm and dry

    I went out and spent some time on the shores of the Icelace this week. I felt like something was calling me to the waters edge, to come and meditate there.

    So, I made my way out past the orcs and to the sandy beach below the cliffs. I told no-one where I was going, and took only what I would require; my clothes, some fresh food and water, and my diary. The rest I left at the Grapevine.

    The orcs didn't see me… they never do now unless I want them to. It's almost as if I can pass them like an underground stream, never seen, never heard.

    Sitting on the sand, my legs folded and my eyes closed in meditation, I opened my mind to the water and reached out, hoping to find some kind of presence there, or at the least a message that might have been left for me.

    Instead, all I could hear was the slow washing of the waves against the shore.

    I forced myself to calm further, and waited.

    And waited.

    A day and a night passed, and I sat there, unmoving. Waiting.

    I assured myself that I needed to be like water, to be patient and wait for whatever was in my path to be removed by my presence.

    So I waited some more.

    Another day and night passed.

    I took a little food and water at dawn the next morning, no more than I would need.

    Another day and night passed.

    As dawn approached for the third time since my arrival, I was close to passing out from exhaustion. I was cold, I was hungry, I was sore...

    And then it came to me.

    Is it that I am seeking to be like water so much that I am not allowing myself to learn from it?

    Here I was, sitting on the edge of the shore, trying to outlast the water, to wear it down.

    But water is what wears down all things, what outlasts all things. No matter how patient I am, no matter how powerful I become, no matter what obstacles I overcome, I will still never be truly water, for water will always defeat me. Like the sand beneath my body that was once a mighty cliff or boulder, before the power of water I am reduced to little more than grains of dust.

    My lesson learned, I travelled to my grotto, and curled up to rest, too exhausted to think any more on the subject. Nothing disturbed me, and I slept for a day and a night, awaking just before dawn today.

    Since then I've stepped outside once. It was raining, a sign to me that I am on the right path still. The water is within me, I can feel it welling up. And I am becoming stronger, although the progress seems slow.

    I watched the dawn through a cloudy and rain soaked sky, then returned to my grotto to eat and drink, and to write this entry. As I write, I'm reminded of where I started when I came to this land, and how much I've learnt, how far I've come.

    I was right before to think that for every step that I take, another two are added. Because water is eternal. It has no beginning, and no end. No matter how far I progress down the path, no matter how strong I become, no matter how fast, or how wise I become, I can never attain the perfection that I sought.

    I can never become water itself, but maybe I can become more like water.

    So there was a message for me in the lapping of the lake. A message that lay within the very essence of the water. A finite being cannot understand the infinite, and it cannot become one with the infinite. It is like trying to hold a river in your hand.

    Maybe I'm not failing after all, I've just been looking at this the wrong way.


  • The Fourth of Flamerule, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Norwick
    Weather: Raining

    Fight Night this month was interesting. Painful, but interesting.

    I arrived in time to see the semi-finals and finals of the teams event. Adelie and Linn were in the semi-finals, but they were defeated with what I unfortunately have to call ease. Ronan was the one who defeated them. I say Ronan, and not Ronan and Drob, because Drob was really only there as a necessary attachment for Ronan to enter the competition.

    He defeated Linn first, then Adelie. After that, he defeated Theon and his partner. Theon is a mighty hin priest, but Ronan cast him aside like he was nothing. Once he was declared the winner, there was a special exhibtion match where he and Drob took on a hooked horror, the biggest one I've ever seen. And yet, he defeated it without taking a single hit.

    I've never seen a mage with the combination of flawless tactics and such powerful magics. If I am to take on one such as he, I'm going to need to become a lot stronger, and I'm also going to need to become as impervious to magic as I can.

    Once the exhibition was over, they started the boxing. As the reigning champion, I was called on to defend my title. First up I took on Benji. My first strike stunned him, and he never recovered from there. I defeated him without taking a single hit. After that, I took on Adelie. I dealt her many mighty punches, but she was able to weather my blows better than I was able to weather hers. I couldn't stun her, I didn't have a hope of knocking her down… in short, I was outclassed. And she's not even had monastic training!

    I stepped out of the ring, defeated by a mighty warrior, and yet I was not upset. Her and I have different paths to follow, different callings. I knew that my victory at the previous Fight Night had been because the mightiest warriors in the realm had not contested the title, and my defeat confirmed this for me.

    The only other contestant was Linn, and Adelie defeated her easily. Adelie was declared the winner, and given a set of glowing green gloves as her prize. I have to say I feel a little short changed, as when I won, there was no prize for me other than a belt that I had to return, but it doesn't really matter.

    The final event was the archery contest. I entered, knowing that I wouldn't progress very far. I was right, and Benji won the event for the umpteenth time.

    The whole night left me feeling a little hollow. I knew before this that I certainly wasn't the strongest warrior in the realm, and I knew that I had a long way to go in my training, but it's starting to feel that the mountain I must climb gets bigger and bigger with every day that passes. Every step that I take along my path is replaced by another two steps that are added at the other end.

    Is it that I am only now realising how difficult this is going to be?


  • The Seventeenth of Kythorn, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: The Rift River Chasm
    Weather: Sunny

    This week I've taken some time out to focus myself again, to practice my forms and work on the flow of my ki. Life's been pretty busy of late, and if I don't keep myself in form I could lose my poise in battle.

    I came out here and went beyond, to the old battlefield. A place of death and yet there is still a form of life there, beyond the reach of what passes as civilisation in this realm.

    I told Alexi of my victory over Kalin-Inogarr, and he told me that I spoke of him with too much anger, that he was a beast of the land, just as any other is. He is what the land made him to be.

    Do I judge these beasts harshly because they are man-eaters, or because I fear them? I admit to a certain amount of fear when I face them, but it is not because of that fear that I seek them out. Rather, it is to protect others, so that they do not have to face the steely jaws and vicious claws of these dangerous animals.

    There is also a level of respect as well. Respect for their might. They are great hunters, without peer in the natural world. I have not seen any that could stand up to them alone… even I must hunt them in a pack with others.

    So now, I am here, going through my forms and clearing my mind of all distractions.

    _Stand tall.

    Bow.

    Long step.

    Right arm strike with left arm defense.

    Turn about.

    Double fist flood strike and grapple head.

    Release grapple and backflip into flying knee strike.

    Land and turn about.

    Rear kick to front kick.

    Tumble to the right.

    Left arm then right arm raging river strikes.

    Left leg spinning whirlpool kick.

    Rushing river strikes for five blows and five steps.

    Stop like the lake.

    Turn about.

    KIAAA!

    Three fast long steps into mighty waterfall headbutt.

    Tumble back.

    Backflip into flying knee strike.

    Land, then step into double fist flood strike.

    KIAAA!

    Stand tall.

    Bow._

    And yet, no matter how many times I go through this form, it feels like there is still something missing to it. Something I have yet to understand, or to implement fully.

    I hope that when Master Dwarf finally contacts me again, that he will have an answer to this conundrum.

    For now though, I repeat this again and again, for the chance that perhaps mastery will come through repetition. It never has before, but there are many things that we do not understand in this world, and many things that have no clear answer.

    _Stand tall.

    Bow…_

    With time, all things are revealed.


  • The Twentyninth of Mirtul, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    True to my prediction, I met another bear, and another wolf. Things are starting to heat up, and I don't think it will be long until I finally go on the hunt for Ong-Lameth.

    A merchant came into town, wide eyed and looking like he'd been through the hells. He told us of a giant brown bear, it attacked his caravan full of food. He ran off, leaving the guards to fend for themselves.

    As soon as I heard this, I knew what it was we faced. Another man-eater, another bear in the tribe of Ong-Lameth. Several adventurers went with me, keen to do what they could but not knowing anything of what they were about to face.

    When we got to the spot where the attack occurred, there was no sign of the bear, or the guards. What there was, was a destroyed wagon, two corpses that had been ripped apart and partially eaten, and a series of bear paw marks in the soft ground.

    We searched the area, and soon we encountered another wolf. Sniper of the Pits. He tried to give us a warning, but we were quickly set upon by the great brown bear, Kalin-Inogarr. His hide seemed to be impervious to magic, with any spell cast at him bouncing off his huge frame.

    He barrelled forward and attacked us. I managed to stun him for a few moments, but as soon as he came to he realised the danger he was in and retreated as fast as I could follow him.

    Devlin, Chasen and I pursued him until we lost sight of him, but his tracks led off into the gnoll woods. As we were about to head off and get the others, Sniper stepped out of the trees. Many of them started demanding answers, trying to work out what was happening, and why. Sniper's appearance didn't help that at all, as he looks like a hellhound, even though he is not evil.

    I did my best to explain what I could for them, and after a while they grudgingly accepted my explanations, then asked Sniper to track Kalin-Inogarr if he could.

    We headed into the woods together, Linn and Kaetlyn using their magics and blessings to augment Devlin, Chasen, and myself, whilst Shea and Kala stayed back and kept an eye out for trouble.

    Several gnolls tried to inconvenience us without success when we came across what appeared to be the entire forest's population of brown bears. It seems that Kalin-Inogarr had taken control of them, and was going to use them to defend himself. Left with no choice, we slaughtered our way through them all, until we finally faced him.

    A mighty battle ensued, his claws and bite taking out chunks of flesh as we fought to end his life and the tyranny that he brought with him. It finished with a flurry of fist strikes and sword arcs, as he fell to the forest floor.

    I'm not sure why, but at that time, there was something inside me that urged me to take out my skinning knife, and take his hide for myself. After evaluating that thought for a moment, I followed my urge, and presented the skin to Sniper of the Pits. He, in turn, told me to keep it, and do with it as I wished.

    After we returned to town, and dealt with the gruesome business of the dead caravan guards, I went to the craft hall, and spent some time working the hide, evaluating it and carefully measuring and cutting it. After a night's solid work, I had a new cloak.

    I can honestly say that this cloak is an absolute marvel to behold. I have never in my life seen anything as powerful as this, and it augments my own abilities so well, it is almost as if the gods are looking out for me.

    I'm not going to dye it at all, or change it in any way. I'd hate to ruin such perfection… and I can honestly say that I do not believe I will ever again make as magnificent a cloak as this one.

    I will wear it all of my days, in honour of Stormfang, who fell to the minions of Ong-Lameth.

    May his hunt be ever fruitful in the afterlife.


  • The Twentyfirst of Mirtul, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    Seems like the gods are testing me at the moment. Not sure which gods, or why, but I had something troubling happen today, all because I didn't know enough about the tallie gods.

    The day started off well enough. I was with Linn in Peltarch, sitting in the commons. She was talking to a guy called Braeth, who apparently had been gone for a long time, when a lady came along. Seems that she's been away a long time as well, and the two of them started getting caught up with what had been happening.

    They were previously married, so they seemed to hone in on one another and ignore Linn and I. I tried to start a general conversation, but that didn't work. So, instead, we made our way to Oscura to bother the Kuo-tua and see if maybe we could find some scrolls for Linn.

    As we got off the boat, we encountered a young lady who was being hassled by one of Mr Smith's men. Linn paid for her freedom before I could even get the coins out of my pocket, and we spoke with her. She seemed reluctant to talk to us at first, but after a bit of probing, we found out why.

    It seems that word has gotten around that the Sisterhood will bail out people who get into debt with Mr Smith, so there are some folks in Oscura who are getting into trouble and earning as much coin as they can, all the while expecting that we will save them from their own troubles!

    She herself was doing that, and she knew of several others who either had, or were intending to do the same thing. I tried to explain to her that all they had to do was come to us and ask for aid, and we would do what we could to help them, that there was no need for deceit. But I think it fell on deaf ears. She was more interested in the fact that she was now rather well off, and headed off to get a boat home to Damara.

    She did give me one useful piece of information though. If one was to go to the Wailing Banshee tavern, and sit at a table alone, with an empty box open on the table in front of them, one of Mr Smith's men would contact them about getting some work.

    I'm going to have to let Adelie and Reriana know about that one, I know they'll be interested in getting that information themselves.

    Anyway, once the situation with her was resolved, I spoke to Yuki briefly about the possibility of a special order. She had actually recently received a special order, from a retired purple dragon knight, and had completed the order for him, although she had no idea what a knight would do with something that can only be used by an unarmed specialist like myself. So, she recommended I seek him out, and perhaps he would part with it for a price.

    Linn and I found him in the back of the Mithril Mug tavern. He was sitting with his comrades and drinking quietly. I approached him and asked him about the special order, which sent them into fevered whispering. After a while though, he advised me that he would give it to me, in exchange for a sword that a former comrade of his had borrowed and never returned. He gave me their location and name, so we headed to the Oscuran Temple, and found ourselves in the area devoted to the worship of Shar.

    Now, prior to this I had never heard of Shar, nor had any experience with her followers. The place seemed forboding and weird, but much of Oscura seems that way to me. Linn had said quietly that she thought this was a bad idea, but I had no idea why she was saying that.

    In any case, I approached one of the priests there, and asked him if he knew where I could find the man I sought. He replied, that in exchange for a sacrifice to his mistress, he would aid me. And an acceptable sacrifice was not coin, but rather, a well guarded secret.

    With my worship of Brandobaris, there is much that he concerns himself with that is secret and hidden, so this didn't seem too unusual for me. I approached the altar as he directed me to, and whispered my secret to the altar. It seemed to be acceptable, because after a few flashing lights had gone off around me, he advised me that he would go and get who it was I sought. The altar itself felt… wrong... although at the time I wasn't sure why. As soon as I felt that, I should have turned around and walked out, but I didn't. Celestia only knows why I didn't.

    A man in fullplate, covered from head to toe with not a single inch of skin showing, came out with the priest after a few minutes. We spoke for a time, him asking me why I wanted the sword, who had sent me, who I worshipped, and so on. It never clicked for me why he seemed so confused as to why I would do so much for a simple item, and why I follow a god like Brandobaris if I am seeking power. There was something unnerving about him, the way that he spoke, and even the way he listened, like he was weighing up my words very carefully before he accepted them as truth.

    Finally, he asked my name, and once I gave that to him, he handed me the sword and said his farewell. So Linn and I made our way back to the Mithril Mug, handed over the sword, and in return I received a magical cloak that helps protect my mind better.

    When we left, Linn told me that I had made a mistake. When I asked her about it, she explained for me that Shar is a very, very evil goddess. Honestly, if I had known that, I would have walked away rather than go into her worship area. No item is worth the cost of dealing with one such as her.

    I still have the cloak, but I'm not sure what I should do with it. There's a part of me that wants to destroy it, to punish myself for being so reckless and willing to deal with powers unknown simply to attain a magical item, when I didn't even know what it did. There's another part of me that wants to give it to someone who has a need for it, so that some good might come of all this. Regardless of what I do, I know I can't keep it.

    I've resolved to spend what spare time I have now in the libraries of the region, learning all I can about the different gods. I don't want to get caught out like that again. Linn was very upset about it, and I can understand why, now that I know what I do.

    I apologised to her, for being so foolhardy. She, in turn, told me that it was okay, as long as I did my best to not make the same mistake again. I don't think I can afford to, a soul can only take so much darkness before it falls into the depths, and that is a place I do not want to go.

    May all the gods protect me from my own foolishness.


  • The Thirtieth of Tarsakh, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Norwick
    Weather: Raining

    I won the boxing contest at Fight Night! I'm still pretty surprised that I did, and I know that I wasn't competing against the toughest boxers in the region, but I still won, and for now I'm the champion. I even have a belt that proves it.

    I was in Norwick just as the registrations were being accepted for the boxing, and it was then that I found out that Yana, Dietrick, and Telli would not be competing this month. So, once the rules were confirmed for me, I took the ring and defeated all comers. I only had to fight twice… my first opponent disappeared before he even entered the ring! In the final, I took on General Lyte, a very tough swordswoman. She got in some good hits, and she had defeated Devlin to get there, so I definitely feel like I earnt the title.

    As I stood in the ring with her, it felt like that time that I took on the Hin Fist disciple in the Valley Dojo. My mind was buzzing with possibilities, and my fists itched, ready to bring all my skills to bear. But this time, I was more prepared. I had watched her fight Devlin already, so I had some idea of her fighting style and skills, and I was determined to go in as hard and as fast as I could. This time there would be no stunning blows, no tripping attacks, just a flurry of precise shots to exact as much punishment on her body as I could in as short a time as possible.

    I focussed my sight on her, and channeled all of my ki into my body, focussing on my fists and feet. To move like water, rushing quickly from blow to blow, to strike like rain on a stone. And to move with her blows, absorbing them and reducing their impact, in the same way that a moment after a rock falls into a calm pool, all that remains to show its presence is a ripple.

    Finally, I felt time slow as Aramuil called for us to begin, and I moved with speed towards her, striking a mighty blow to begin my attack. She reeled slightly, not expecting the power behind it, but quickly returned her own blows. She struggled to land a hit on me initially, but once she worked out how I was dodging, she had some more success.

    But, I did not relent. I did not give her an inch. For just as the waterfall strikes the boulder without cease, eroding it over time, my blows were able to wear her down, eventually bringing her to her knees.

    Aramuil presented me with the winners belt, and I went back to the crowd, still a bit daunted by the whole thing. But it reminded me of a talk I had with a new friend less than a week prior...

    Her name is Shea. She says she's a wolf, even though she looks like a human and uses blessings like a druid. Alexi tells me that it's not impossible, so accept her for who she is and worry about other things later.

    She travels with a wolf that she says is her sister, and the wolf's name is Kala. Both of them seem very nice, and open and honest. Shea cares for Alexi as if he was "of her pack" as she calls it, and I'm glad that there's someone else who does that now. I can't always be there for him, so to have another set of eyes on him is welcome.

    In any case, we were talking in the Peltarch docks when she mentioned something in passing about Istishia. He's the god of the waters, and he's also the one that the spirit of water that is bonded to me worships. But it seems that she follows Istishia, as her whole pack apparently does. Now, I've not met a follower of Istishia since I made my bonding, and I've felt a need to find out more about him for a while because of that bonding.

    So, I took her to the bathhouse, and she shared with me about Istishia, about what his concerns are, how he interacts with his followers, and what he expects of them.

    I've followed Brandobaris and Sheela Peryroyl all my life, and I never even thought about why I followed them before this day. But I do know that for quite some time, my prayers have felt more hollow, and I struggle to place my faith in them. I feel... disconnected, in a sense.

    Maybe I never really followed them at all, I just did what everyone else in my family did without thought.

    But as she spoke about Istishia, I felt it resonate within me, like it just felt right. Like it was something that I was missing.

    She told me though, that Istishia does not act for his followers, he instead encourages them to act on their faith, and to prove themselves. The gifts that his followers have, are a result of their own faith, not something bestowed to them from on high. Everything they have, they must work for, everything they want they must obtain themselves.

    My victory in the boxing was not a gift from a god, nor was it something that they have guided me to.. rather, it was something that was earnt through hard work and dedication.

    I still believe that the gods have put us all here for a reason, and that everyone has their place, that we all have a job to do. That everything that happens, happens for a reason.

    But maybe there's more to it than just accepting life at face value.


  • The Twentysecond of Ches, 1509 by Dale Reckoning

    Location: Peltarch
    Weather: Raining

    The weather's starting to warm up again. With it I see the signs of new life around me, in the plants and creatures of the realms, and in the people that live here.

    I saw Juli again today, and Nure. It's been good to catch up with some of the Sisters, to know that they're still around and willing to be a part of things. Seems like Juli's been working on her poetry and rhyming skills at the college.

    I gave Terren the boots he needs to make a magical set for me, as well as a second pair, should he need them for anything. I hope he can use them in enchanting for someone else, it will help him make a bit more coin. And if Myeil ever pulls herself out of the Spellweaver Keep, I'll pay for the set she was supposed to be making for me as well, and find someone who needs a pair.

    I also got to catch up with Marty. Seems she's been away in Kara-Tur on a diplomatic mission for the last five months. She saw a lot of interesting things, and has picked up some new ideas and trinkets. I hope it was worth her time away from the Sisterhood, we really need her leadership at this time.

    Oh, and I had an interesting trip with Adelie and Linn. They were headed into the Underdark, to take out some Duergar. Having never been there, I asked if I could tag along, to which they agreed. We travelled to Oscura and made our way into the old mines… but as we were about to head in, Caldor joined us.

    I'm not sure if he's suicidal, or just isn't aware of what he's doing, but he went in with us with very few potions, and then drew monster after monster away from Adelie and onto him. Now... he's not a melee fighter. He's an archer, and he's even squishier than I am, so that's not a very smart tactic. Won't keep you alive very long either.

    Adelie got upset with him after a while and went silent, focussing on the task at hand and largely ignoring him. He seemed to get the point until we were deep in the Duergar caves and had to engage them at range, across water so that we could cross a bridge that they were guarding. Adelie called for him to aid her with his bow, and he stepped in as she requested, but he didn't seem to take any notice of the arrows flying into his flesh.

    Each time he fell back, he was near death from wounds and blood loss. In the end, I had to give him some of my own potions just to keep him alive... and that doesn't count the ones I had to use on myself to heal the damage that he dealt to me when he "accidentally" shot me with an arrow himself.

    Eventually though, we got out alive and well. I managed to help out Adelie and Linn by tripping over some of the duergar, and even killed a few of them. I also kept the healing going as much as I could for Adelie... even with as tough as she is, she needed a fair bit of it.

    I hope I can go back there with them some time soon, I learnt a lot watching the way that they fight, and the few combats I got involved with really stretched me. A few more trips down there, and I know that I'll get better with my fighting technique.

    The trip also taught me that I'm never going to be able to match Adelie in combat. She's just too strong. Even with all the magic spells on me that a high level mage or priest could cast, she would be stronger than me, and certainly hurt her foe a lot more. So, I guess I need to work more on the different techniques that I use, to work out how I can aid her in combat, rather than trying to do what she does.

    So, tripping monsters over, stunning them, and hit and run tactics seem to be the way forward for me. A stand up fight just isn't going to cut it.

    It's trying to fight like a warrior that will get me killed.