3. Maya's Second Journal

Maya's Second Journal


  • Entry 16 – Cold Caves

    We still have curse, and it get worse. I have headache so big it need own government, so I keep entry short.

    We look in Cold Caves. Was many ogre live there, some with powerful magic. I try protect William, but he fall at my feet, and before could kill ogre, ogre hit while on ground and make big mess of. I almost die too. Both save by grace of god of duty and honor.

    Not find bones. Two more now have curse.

    I think Steelfin right. We must stay here in tree. Keep curse here. I hate not fight own battle, but risk too big for us leave. We need put our life in hands of friends for find. Will be hard swallow, but must do. Others without curse will be stronger, able think better.

    There is a space here, and a spot and spatter of blood

    Nose start bleed little. I write few last words, before sleep.

    I begin wonder of Shannon. On way out, not wait for William and Vell. Both so tired could barely move, and almost dead from cold and hurt. I stay behind and guard and help. We share potion between for keep alive. When finally catch up, Shannon only say, “Have nice rest? Take long enough”.

    I know Shannon much more wise than Maya, and maybe do right thing, but sometime have feeling he do right and good thing because have duty to, and not because want to. Heart maybe strong, but maybe strong because made of stone.


  • Entry 15 – First Poem

    Is many books on floor, and I cannot read any. I feel of no use for help others find information on evil necromancer. So I pray to Tempus, and ask for help. Vow if help, that I write poem about battle. I gather all book in circle, stand in center and close eyes, spin around and pick two.

    It not work.

    So I look up and yell and say not write poem, but think maybe backwards. Should write poem first, then ask for Tempus help. So here is…

    _We fight as one
    At each ones side
    From sun to sun
    For Tempus pride

    Now battle’s won
    The day is long
    There’s still much sun
    And hearts have song

    So in the field
    Where battle fought
    Two hearts will yield
    Where life did not

    New day begins
    Tomorrow’s sun
    At each ones side
    We fight as one._

    Is time for go now. Shannon pray to god of duty and honor, and get maybe clue. I make this entry before go to battle. I hope poem is good one, and Tempus like.


  • Entry 14 – Cursed

    I sit here now with other, and all much sick from curse of evil necromancer who become Lich so many year ago that not matter. Shannon find box in Cold Caves. When open, many start feel bad. It take me longer for feel sick, and Wolf not get sick at all. Woman in tree name Jenni say is because Wolf is forest person, and care for forest and life much and is hard for death sneak up on. Natanya, Shannon, and Jenni try figure out what have to do make curse go away. They wise in such thing, Maya is not, so is not much else for do but write and talk and pray. I will pray to Tempus much, and ask not die like this.

    Before this happen, I meet old friend in pass name Anakore. I not see in long time, and was good to see old friend do well. We speak much on many thing by lake in Jiyyd, and am glad see healthy and good spirit. I still smile at great battles we have with big spider, and fun we have make pleasures in Boarshead. We not of same heart, so just stay friend.

    Also spend much evening talk to Nicahh, Keira and Jerr. Am still not sure what make of. I think Jerr love Keira even though already have wife, and Keira not feel same way, and does not love. Keira is so hard make answer question straight, I almost give up try. Is like so used to hide behind words and hide behind heart that no know own self, and it make me sad and frustrate for see. I think maybe something very, very bad happen to Keira very long ago, and now is at sisterhood for Nicahh look after. Is feeling I get, way Keira look at Nicahh.

    Nicahh also take out magic paper and turn into cat for fun. Was very silly.

    Later come challenge for Jerr for stay as chief of Heyokarr. Was good fight, and was proud for witness great event in name of Tempus. New person won, and Jerr now have step down. I hope new chief understand Jerr have much wisdom, and can learn from. Was big problem after duel because new chief claim old custom and take all of wife belong to Jerr, but problem was really not problem because no chief allow more than one anyway. Is too confusing, so just glad is fixed.

    So now here am under big tree with everyone be sick. Only good thing come of this is stuck here with man not see in long time. Man name Talgris

    I meet Talgris very long ago, in great city of Peltarch. Talgris worship Tempus too, and is older, with hair start turn gray. Not many worship Tempus live for see hair turn gray unless very smart, or very good.

    Long ago, Talgris give gift I treasure always. Was most perfect gift. Was magic flower that soft glow in dark, and never die.

    I used think about this gift much. Often, would put beside journal, and use for light for write. I like to think was like Maya, who go through life unchange and put little light in places of dark. Have receive many gift, but was only one of few gift someone give, that make me feel like woman, and not warrior. I wonder how he know was such good gift, or what was in heart when put in my hair that day, then walk off and I never see again…until now.

    After write this, should ask, before he walk away again.


  • _Maya awoke slowly to little hands shaking her shoulder. The cobwebs of sleep clung tenaciously, and it was all Maya could do to emote a simple groan. The shaking however, was persistent.

    “Maya! Wake up! Maaayaaa! You promised!”, came the little voice

    “I promise what?”, Maya mumbled, eyes bleary.

    “You promised to play hide and seek!”, the little voice pleaded.

    Maya finally rubbed and cracked her eyes open, and was greeted with little Yana’s face…and a host of other children in the room. Maya’s eyes got bigger as her realization at the scope of the audience grew.

    “What time is?”, said Maya, half falling out of bed as she tried to peer out the window. The ale apparently, was still being unkind to her. As Maya struggled to stand, some of the children giggled, and a few of the older boys chuckled. Maya looked down at herself and realized just how little she was wearing, and sighed heavily.

    “It’s almost noon”, some unknown voice came from the back of the room.

    Maya wrapped the blanket around herself and faced the children, still struggling to focus her vision. A few of the older boys smirked.

    “After pee, after eat, after wake up”, Maya mumbled, “Now shoo!”

    The kids all sauntered off, a few of the older boys still smirking and talking quietly. All except Yana, who stood there still looking up. Maya just sighed again, pulling out the chamber pot from underneath her bed.

    “I thought I say shoo?”, Maya said looking at Yana

    “Maya, how come you sleep alone?” Yana asked, looking up innocently

    Maya smiled a bit, taking care of business. “Is big question for little person”, Maya said pausing a bit. “Is because not have a man”

    “How come?”

    Maya finished, threw some soft deerskins over her head, and looked down at the diminutive little girl. “Is another big question”, Maya said, squatting to bring her closer to Yana. “Is not always simple thing for find person of same heart”

    Yana just looked at Maya and nodded, then padded out the room in thought. Maya turned and stared at her own empty bed, sighed and closed her eyes._

    Entry 13 – Blood Song

    We fight gnomes other day in Jiyyd. They evil, little things, and much good avoid blows from weapons. Many people fall that day, or come close to fall. Was once I was trap behind wall of sword, and watch Kara try to fight too many. I run through wall for help Kara, get cut all over, and evil gnome put spell on me and make world spin. I remember Kara yell for pull back and we do, all badly wound.

    Later we come back for rescue body of wizard name Abner. We fight many more gnomes, get body, and return.

    It was then I feel blood song.

    Is hard explain for someone not feel. Blood song is rush of feel life after battle. When see so much death, make so much death, and maybe get close to death, life stand out, like bonfire on cold dark night. I feel blood sing through body then, and sometime all can think about is celebrate life and make pleasures.

    I remember after battle, when walk back to center of Jiyyd, only man walk beside was Rary. He have no idea how close he come for clothes rip off and carry to inn. Now I think about and make face.

    I see hint of blood song in Drelan. Is in heart. But Drelan think too much, and not listen to heart. All must be reason with Drelan. Even though he say will not, I still pray for him, and hope he find way to Red Knight again, or maybe even Tempus.

    Is very late now, and cannot sleep. I write this by lamp. I tell children tomorrow is “Maya Day”. Yana ask what “Maya Day” is, and I tell her is day for Maya remember all good things in life. I not know when birthday is, but remember is this time of year, so tomorrow good as any. I think maybe get snow and cover with nuts and honey, and eat too much pastry. I will also remember all of men in heart, and hope have room for another. Bed is cold at night.


  • Entry 12 - Drelan

    I see Drelan come into Jiyyd day before. Was wearing merchant colors, and look very upset. I feel respect for, because Drelan best me in spar at Norwick fights. I have regain strength now, so maybe not beat again, but Tempus teach respect for all warrior, and Maya have extra respect for good one who have honor.

    So I go over, and ask what wrong. He say is afraid of lose honor, and be like Deacon. I laugh inside at this, because Deacon have much spirit, and make me laugh too. But Drelan is serious. He afraid treat woman badly, or have too many, or stare at too much. I not really sure understand, but I offer help.

    I remember when fight Drelan in Norwick, and could see in eyes that blood sing in fight. So I offer get mind off of, and get blood sing again. I take to arena below inn in Jiyyd, and take off all armor, all weapon, and offer fight.

    I know probably win. Am almost head taller, and Tempus have give me much strength, but there is nothing like have to give all strength when hand to hand, instead of sword to axe. It make blood sing even more, and when in middle of fight, when arm locked with Drelan, I can see heart in Drelan eyes. Blood sing true.

    Afterwards, we sit on hill overlook Jiyyd, and drink much. He tell of life before, how used to worship Red Knight who serve Tempus, but now pray to god of sea. I ask why, and he say because Red Knight not answer when need most, and friends who take in and give him new home worship god of sea.

    I have learn that god not answer all time. Even priest, or paladin, or champion of Tempus. Is because is test of faith, or god want see what do with own choice, or without help. When Black Dragon knights go away, I pray to Tempus much, because Tempus tell join Black Dragon. But Tempus was silent. I know now was because he want Maya choose.

    Sometimes, god is just maybe busy. I like to think Tymora sometimes busy play cards and sing with Adam.

    So I take to Peltarch. Good long run give chance be sober. Then I take to shrine of Tempus. I not think he see much before, because stand with mouth open when see shrine of god of rising sun and Tempus. I take to shrine of Tempus and have pray. I pray with him.

    Unless get sign from Tempus, I do not think Drelan change. Is very hard when all friend do one thing, to stand and be true to self and do another. I tell Drelan if friend cannot understand be true to own heart, then is not friend at all. He say will think about, but when Drelan walk away, I feel sad, know that is Tempus on inside, but worship god of sea on outside.

    After he leave, I pray to Tempus so much, that feel hungry in morning. I ask give Drelan sign, and come back to Red Knight and Tempus. Would be shame let good warrior with much honor, and blood that sing in battle be where not belong.


  • Entry 11 – Shannon

    I pass Shannon on bridge other day. I think Shannon friend of mine, but when stop say hello at bridge, he make little nod with head and keep on walking. I turn around and ask if still friend. He says yes. I ask him why be so rude for just walk away, and he just shrug.

    Then yesterday, I see Shannon site on archer tower, alone. I been having strange memory of us kiss in room, and remember once we have dinner in Mermaid after he give me blessing of Fox and Owl long ago. So I go sit beside, ask how is, talk little bit, and then ask if we ever make pleasure. Some things still forget, so I really need know.

    Shannon just give sour look and walk away. This make me angry, and want to punch in nose. Is probably good thing I not find, because am more relax now, and have time to talk to people and think about.

    So I think about.

    I think about talk have with Shannon about Sylvain, about do and say right things. Is called (there is a gap in the ink, where Maya obvious stopped writing for a moment) “Courtesy” (“Thank you Nicahh!” is written in the margin). Sylvain not have much, and I remember Shannon say need right attitude for become knight, and now wonder if Shannon become person who say one thing, and do another. “Do as I say, not as I do”.

    Is another way of hide behind words.

    But then I talk to Natanya. She say that the Bad Place change him. It change Natanya. She say it change me too. Is true I think. Natanya is wise.

    So I think about.

    I think maybe Shannon has seen too much, and have no one share with. I think Shannon has done too much, but not have arms for hug, or shoulder for cry. All is left is duty, and his heart is heavy with.

    Shannon have friends who can share words with, share arms for hug, or even share cry if wish. True warrior is one who laugh, cry, love and share. Is no shame for any of.

    I just hope Shannon can see have friends, before one of them punch in nose.


  • _Little Yana stood there, with a look of wide-eyed consternation. In her right hand she held a wooden mallet, and in her left a small buckler. She had thick furs on, and a little petite helmet to protect her head.

    “Maya, how come I don’t have an axe?”

    “Because hammer is not sharp”, Maya said kneeling in front of her, adjusting the straps on the little shield”

    “But I wanna axe!”

    A small grin tugged at the corner of Maya’s lips, “Did Yana know, that holy weapon of Tempus is hammer? Many great war priest of Tempus use hammer. I use axe for memory of ancestor, and Uthgar. Tell what. You learn use hammer, then when older use axe.”

    Yana sighed petulantly, “Okaaay….”

    Maya proceeded of the next hour to teach little Yana the rudiments of using a shield and striking with a weapon. She poked at Yana with a stick until Yana could no longer take it seriously, and let Yana whack her armor with the little mallet until both started laughing. After the sun started to set, they both padded in for dinner.

    That evening, Yana lay curled up with Maya, as Maya told stories of adventure, gold and heroes the best she could. However, soon it was dark, and time for little girls to go to bed.

    “I wanna stay here”, Yanna pouted, a hint of fear turning the corner of her eyes.

    “Yana must be brave. Tempus like brave warriors”, Maya said gently.

    Yana’s lips began to quiver, and she quickly wiped a tear from her eye. “The goblins will get me again”, she said, barely above a whimper.

    Maya sighed, and then suddenly smiled. “I have idea!”

    The two of them went to Yana’s bed, where Maya carefully tucked her in. Then with great ceremony, she put the hammer in the crook of her right arm, and the shield over her left. Kneeling beside the bed, she looked up.

    “Tempus, protect this little warrior. When goblins come, let her fight brave and true, and smite them until they leave. Let her know that I fight beside, and will proud be shield mate in bad dreams”

    Maya looked down, and Yana’s eyes were scrunched tight, but she cracked open one eye when Maya stopped. Maya simply nodded.

    “Tonight, little Yana fight back”_

    Entry 11 – Allegiance

    I see many time, child come scared from bad dream and go to mother or father. There they sleep.

    I think is important for teach child face fear than protect from. This I do for Yana. Is too young learn fight with steel, but never too young fight with heart. I protect when can, but some demons child must learn face for self. I know this because mother, father and grandfather did for me, very long ago.

    I not have family of blood with now, but have family different. I have children with no parent. I have Nicahh and Sisterhood. I have Natanya, who is soul mate from the bad place, and will be part of heart always.

    I vow to Tempus to protect Sisterhood and who part of. I vow to Tempus to protect Natanya, even if not with axe. Person who attack family will face Maya wrath, and I kill without mercy.


  • Entry 9 – Gift of Gold

    I know not why Clandra do this. I speak to her in Jiyyd, and talk turn to bard college, Zyphlin, and how I ask help him look for things taken by the Evil Men. Then she gives me gift of more gold than know how to count.

    It was enough for buy shield, armor, and axe from Maythor. Is well made, as mountain folk do, but not his best work. Even with pile of gold, best work is much more coin, but I am happy, to have weapons and steel to fight again.

    I never get along with Clandra much, when serve in Peltarch. She is very mix up, and seem to play with words and people easily. I feel now, debt of honor for her, and it make feel uncomfortable. I wonder if gift of gold have string attach, hidden behind words of giving. I speak to Natanya about, and she say will be guide in this.

    It is nice to have friend like Natanya. I know heart, and can trust without question. I can see in eyes how she has grown since the bad place, and has much wisdom for guide others. I see sad in eyes though, and wish could make better, but know is not up to me.

    Jiyyd was attack few days later by Orc and Bugbear, some very good warrior. I had honor of face many, and fight beside friend, old and new. Was woman there of Uthgar, wife of Zoma name Ragnhild. Is worshipper of Uthgar like Maya very long ago, and is very good with spear. See her was like bring small piece of home to Jiyyd. We drink together and laugh, and poke little fun at Drelan, who is great merchant swordsman that beat us both.

    Entry 10 – Gift of Steel

    I was play game with men of Jiyyd, to see who could throw rock farthest. Was all have fun and laugh. Wolf win easily all time, and think maybe being woods person practice throwing rocks. Keira make ask if this is what fight for, and I tell for people laugh and enjoy life, answer is yes.

    Then get vision

    I see raven, so many that block out sun. They fly through Jiyyd, fly through people, and head west. I think is funny how I can see, and other do not. Tempus always lead me to battle, so I tell others and they follow.

    We get to cross roads, and ravens circle there. I remember one come close and ask “Who Maya serve?”

    “Tempus” I answer

    Another comes close and ask again. I yell Tempus so loud people back up. Is then I feel great weight on shoulder, like feel when learn become captain or Black Dragon, but this so much bigger legs give way, and I fall to knees. I yell Tempus again, rise to feet, because know in heart Tempus will not have champion on knees.

    …and world change.

    I am in strange place. Is all white. Is celestial guard of Tempus there. I feel like know him, but cannot place. When he speaks, is like swords in the wind.

    He tell me my Steel awaits, but I must earn. I must earn alone. Then he say to follow the messenger.

    …and world change again. I am back with friends. I tell them must go alone, and when look up, see lone raven. So I follow.

    Raven take me to north, and far east of Peltarch. Many hobgoblin in way, but for some reason cannot touch me. Everything in way must die. Everything.

    I walk to the Icelace, and see wave on shore, then hear voice behind. I look and is woman. When get close, I question who is, and she laugh and tell go away. Then I see evil in eyes….

    …and she wear Maya armor
    …and she wear sacred gloves of Tempus
    …and belt from great knight of Tempus hundred years ago
    …and axe of giants is on back

    I ask once for give back, but know in heart are empty words. I am ashame of empty words. She is of people that bring back and torture.

    We will settle. Tempus way.

    I remember get angry. I remember everything see turn white. Everything must die.

    Everything

    I remember her say, “So much for conversation”, but after that, all remember was knock her sword away until she cannot bring up to defend self, and behead.

    I remember stand there for longest time. I have feeling of world be light, and glimpse of wings, before everything get heavy again, and fall to knees. Then, I take all thing of mine that Maya earn, and Tempus take the rest.

    I sit here now in room in Sisterhood, feel be with Tempus, and know I am for him. My strength return. My axe beside. My faith in self restore.

    I feel like Maya again.


  • Entry 8 – Gift of Life

    I think much on make pleasures and gift of life, and speak to Natanya about in quiet time near Jiyyd commons. We talk about things each want in man. We talk some about love, and about children.

    I always have much regret about not be able to give Adam son, but pirate take away gift of life on ship. When Tempus remake me in Peltarch one day, am without gift of life then too. With so much blood and death by Maya hands, perhaps should not be surprised.

    Not so in tribe of Griffon, but some tribe have custom that only warrior that can leave camp for raid or for battle must have child. I think much on this, about balance of give life before take life, and about how child must be sad if lose father. But it also mean that strong warrior leave life behind, to make another strong warrior, to girl to grow into woman to give life again.

    I wonder then who I leave behind. Is no one.

    I look in mirror each day now, and wait for gray hair, but not see. Is no scar, no feet of crow around eye. Am always the same. Even scar from slavery never go away. Will Maya go from battle to battle, never end in name of Tempus? Will all friend go away, and turn to dust while Maya watch?

    Maybe is best if not have child, but arms ache every day for hold one that can call own. Though pray for answer, is gift I think, even beyond Tempus.


  • Entry 7 - Revelation

    I cannot do this. I cannot become Divine Shield.

    I think on this much, and find sudden decision. Keira calls it “epiphany”. Nicahh calls is “Revelation”. Is all fancy word for sudden decide, when bolt of lightning give idea.

    This has all been test of faith from Tempus.

    After return, Tempus want see what Maya do with self. To see if champion still exist somewhere inside. I almost fail. I was willing to let god of rising sun be sponsor. I was willing to work for law and good so could be with old friends, and be better shield mate to Natanya. Was willing to put belief of what is good aside, for belief of other. Was even willing to let other teach.

    I already know what is good in heart.

    It begin happen when duel with Natanya. Natanya say want to spar, and is out of practice, so I happy agree. We get down to arena, and she pray.

    She pray for glory of Tyr to protect
    She pray for glory of Tyr to give strength
    She pray for glory of Tyr, to guide sword, and strike Maya down

    …and she did.

    I think on that much last night. It was not spar. It was duel for Natanya to see if could beat Maya, and test for Maya if can face be humble. I know in heart that Natanya fail lesson from Hall of Pride. Even Koreth never pray for favor of Tyr when train men, except to heal, so can train harder. I also know in heart that I fail lesson from Hall of Pride too when almost give up. Both have too much pride to face lose.

    Now I learn.

    When leave arena and go by fire, I suddenly see Barrim. Was like Tempus guide him there, for give message. We speak much on Tempus, and agree that soon I will come to Peltarch, and together we will pray in Shrine. That is where belong. I belong to Tempus.

    I also belong with children. I think on that much too. How can protect children feel so right?

    Other part of Epiphany was figure out why. Tempus is about battle. Tempus about balance. Both good and evil. Battle is for both. I am for good, some for evil. All fight for glory in Tempus name.

    But battle have balance too. Attack and Defense. Destroy and Protect. Maya is about Protect. Was in front of me whole time. Good and Evil. Attack and Protect. How can be so blind?

    I go over whole life, and just realize just now. I become Black Dragon because Tempus say must do. I become Black Dragon to protect. I become Defender, to protect city of Peltarch. I become Captain of Norwick militia to protect Norwick. I even always protect Jiyyd. And now, after reborn, I protect children.

    I will gain strength here in Sisterhood, and work with Barrim to protect children when Orc come. I learn from Barrim and Eowien, who are study in ways of Tempus. I will teach Barrim, because I know Tempus in heart. It will be long journey. Have lost much, and know will keep lose until strong again.

    But I must try. I am for Protect. I am for Good. I am for Tempus.


  • Entry 6 – Practice

    I work hard for save gold for new axe. I speak to Dwin, and he say will find out price. I fight evil hobgoblin by bridge, and challenge to fight. Most come and fight, and I take spoils of battle and sell. I also try keep Rawlins safe and fight goblins there. I go with Gears who help much by being scout. He is small and can hide in grass, and then when he find we make battle plan and kill.

    I get some gold from this, and from hobgoblin, but use for buy healing drink, so almost back to beginning. I count almost 300 gold now. I lose track after 200, so is just guess.

    Norwick hold festival for fighting, and when get there, was little person dress in color of merchant guild who challenge everyone. He lose all the time, but keep try. I see in eyes that he have heart of fire and will remember name of Fedar. Maybe is not great fighter. Maybe is small. But I see piece of Tempus inside, and respect much.

    While was there, I fight good merchant swordsman name Drelan. He challenge me say, “For old time sake”, but I only remember archery contest from a long time ago, and never fight. He fight much like Kara, and move away from blow. Even when axe hit, it not cut armor, and he barely feel. I try many time to make off balance, but only succeed once. Finally arm grow tired, and I fall with his sword at throat.

    I must be still weak from no food and drink from be held prisoner from evil men. I feel somehow should be fight better, stronger and faster, and battles not go well. I pray to Tempus every day, and hope will give vision or guide to do right thing and be strong again, but have no answer. Tempus is silent

    I speak with Natanya and Shannon about join Divine Shield. Divine Shield is order that promise to many gods to fight for what is right and good. Shannon council much, and say that should have god of rising sun be sponsor, and then ask man named Del to teach me

    I worry on this much, and other things. I am for Tempus only, but somehow must please god of rising sun to join. I understand god of rising sun like family, hope and new beginning. Is just what I do now. If my action please god of rising sun, so be it. Only Tempus will have my prayer.

    _In the earliest part of the morning Maya rises, donning old hides from her journey in the Great Dale. Getting her axe, and one of the shields obtained as a trophy of battle, she quietly pads outside to the practice area at the rear of the Sisterhood. With some ceremony she attaches the shield to the dummy, kneels, and prays.

    Time passes. As the false dawn spreads its light over the tree line, Maya rises from her kneeling position, attacking the dummy with old practiced moves taught to her long ago by the half breeds in the logging camp. The clunk of the axe lightly biting wood echo off the walls.

    The tempo increases. Routines from sword and axe training learned long ago as a Knight in the Order of the Black Dragon are impacted on the combat dummy. Simple moves are replaced with turning whirls and low strikes. Sweat trickles down her face, and eyes begin a new intensity.

    The dummy is no longer simple pieces of wood, cloth and padding. It becomes Zargothis and his minions. It becomes the evil that she fought in dark, bad places. It becomes the undead of the pass, and those that would kill the children she’s sworn to protect. It even becomes the unseen evil that slew her husband, Adam.

    The focused intensity changes, and Maya’s heart opens. Tears of blood, an unknown legacy of her return, well up and cascade down her cheeks. Her mouth turns into a sneer as her fury is unleashed upon simple wood and hide.

    The shield shatters. The combat dummy is sundered in countless places, finally torn and shredded. Naught but the post remains, but that too is splintered and shattered. Maya stops suddenly when the handle of the axe shatters, along with the bones in her arm.

    The grounds of the Sisterhood become still, littered with droplets of blood. As Maya stands there, holding her arm and shaking, the sun finally rises, illuminating all with the first morning rays._


  • Entry 4 – Remember

    I remember. I remember trip into bad place. I remember die, and be ask to rescue angel. I remember go with Nataya to rescue angel, and how we become shield mates. I remember see Koreth and Zargothis, and Aaron I think. Was test of faith.

    It hurt to remember. All feeling come at once, and have to control anger or kill everything. Zyphlin and Natanya were there, two of best friends. I think that help much. Now, Natanya ask that I become member of Divine Shield. I promise to pray to Tempus and ask.

    I worry about become Divine Shield. Is so much worry about word of law, and worry about do right at same time. But what if must do right is against law? I hope if join, will have good teacher.

    Entry 5 – Gifts

    Am so happy now, not even know if can write straight. Even though lose all things, have gain friends to replace. Maybe already have friends but not know. Lose things and gain friends is good trade.

    I travel up to Peltarch to tell Natanya that I join Divine Shield. I tell her that choose Torm for “sponsor”, because is god of duty and honor, which things I believe. She seem very happy when tell, and give armor to replace what I borrow from Sisterhood. Is all silver, and Natanya say will help protect from undead. Now must choose teacher. I think ask Shannon.

    Is worry about Natanya though. When hug to say good bye, she act if not like. She say that not like be recent touch, and I say since we shield mate better get used to hug.

    Best gift though, come from Nicahh. When I go back home to Sisterhood, they give box with dress. Was made just for fit Maya, and enchant to help children with bump and upset stomach. Nicahh say that see with children, and want to give dress like mother have. Was so happy that I cry, and…

    _The ink stops here. Maya looks up at the sound of padded feet and sees little Yana at her bedroom door, holding a cloth doll. Yana’s face is scrunched, but her eyes are wide and her lips are purse into the frown.

    “I had a bad dream”, Yana says quietly.

    Maya puts the book down by the lantern and holds out her arms. Yana pads over and Maya picks her up, cradling her. Yana cuddles in and looks up.

    “The goblins were going to eat me”

    Maya brushes aside her hair, and looks down. “Is OK”, she says in a soft voice, “No goblins will eat you while Maya here”

    “You cut them all to pieces with your axe?”

    “Yes”, Maya grins, “All to pieces!”, and makes a splat sound with her lips. Yana giggles in reply.

    “Yana, is time for go sleep now”, Maya continues. Yana starts to speak, but Maya puts her finger over her lips, making a quiet shush. Yana responds by closing her eyes, and cuddling further into Maya’s clothing.

    A soft singing is heard in the halls of the Sisterhood. The words unfamiliar, the language only known to a few, the song flows smoothly from one note to the next until ceasing altogether.

    And once again in a small corner of the Nars, there is peace._


  • Entry 2

    I meet Natanya in Jiyyd. Was first time I see since fight big demon, but she say no. Said that us went through great trial together, and she choose come back, and I go see Tempus. She point to symbol of Tempus on scabbard. Say she put there in memory of friendship with Maya (at this point Maya has several lines through it, and “me” is written after it)

    I have hard time believe, but still believe true. Even though much different, Natanya is person of heart and not of head, just like Maya. So I tell her that all ingredients still there, and can make same dish. I make smile some, but still see sadness in eyes. Is hard explain, but bother me much see her sad. I guess head does not remember, but heart never forget.

    Entry 3

    Nicahh, man named Wolf, big elf I call Ael, and hunting cat go to Gypsy camp. I fight so long for many year to make Gnoll go away, it warm heart to see camp back again with tent and children. We enter large tree as big around as house, and person name Lilin give Maya armor to wear until can find own. Is good made armor. Not at good as armor from King, but good enough for I earn own keep. Nicahh give shield and small axe to borrow too.

    I don’t know how repay. Nicahh say that when can, show same kindness to other Nicahh show me. Are wise words of good heart.

    I remember many year ago when Nicahh with Zanetar, and everyone say Nicahh evil person. I not believe. Maya see good heart turn by evil person, and offer help. Make Maya glad Tempus choose Maya fight for good.