Mojo & Me: The Life and Rantings of Cera Amalith
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So much to say, Mojo and so little we can actully puts down. Hush, hush, top secret. It was good to find Mommy…she did nots know we had not gone boom.. That's okkay..we not sure if we knew she had move-ed to Norwick. Did we? Fuzily we rmembers something abouts it.. but she musts be..if she is a miltia job for thems on top of her other jobses...including being our Mommy. So busy..busy, busy busy. She saids Uncle Kanen had a hush, hush plan like Uncle Fish. I thinks that's why Mommy and Uncle Fish tooks us to their big hall.. So big it is there. Uncle El.. we has not ssen him in so long.. he wwas theres.. ^.^ Planning plans with Uncle Fish..he was. Lots pf planning plans did they do...planning the plans they had planned into one plan. Nasty..nasty wizards.. Mojo..we hates them.. The funny thing yes.. both planses were abouts the same thing. Heehee. It's a good thng.. or alal that planning of the plans into one plan would nots have worked. Stillt we not talks about it..though.. Mommy and Uncle Kanen it seems left already.. Uncle Fish's plan did not have the time? ..the time to finished being planed into the one planned plan they did plan. Watching them in the Kind Lady's bowl we has been..were'nts we supposed to go withs them?, Mojo? But...not withouts Uncle Fish..maybe that plane is no longer planned..so..so we stays here and helpes the Kind Lady..but..Mojo I'm scared to look into the bowl again....We dun have a good feeling about this... will you looks next times? Theyhas so long to tgo.. buts Icans no look.
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((So Trey is Braeth ?.. Excellent… yeesss... that will do nicely.))
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((OOC - It's rough doing anything emotional with a character when you are empathic to the character… Trust me, I know this VERY well. I've actually needed tissues many nights because of the emotions. And when Kara was totally depressed and in her Anger and being a bad girl? That was overload. I'm SOOOOOO glad that Cera did not go boom. Kara will be quite relieved.))
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_HAH! Mojo We made it back from the Wind! Back from the Wind! The Man in Blue!.. The Shiny he gave us.. It is much more than a simple Shiny. Oh yes! Much better than a just a Shiny..but just Shinies are good too. But this Shiny the Man in Blue gave us. it…slurps the Weave you draw into us when thinks on it.. is that called focus? I think so, Mojo. Oh Mojo! Not tired are we! We are not! SO SOSOSOSOSO happy... Mister Coin.. And Mommy and Daddy and all our Family..they will be happy too that we are not having gone boom...at leasts for now.... We may have to visit the Wind fully more often to keep from ever going boom... But that is okkay... even now we seems to be partly in the Wind.....easier each time we go..almost like we is there and here at the same times.. Mojo will figure it outs later. now we just SO happy... oh yes we are planewalking now. we is.. which reminds us.. Uncle Fish...he has a plan...but it is topsecret hushhush so we only talk abouts it away from the ink. Okkay? Okkay. Mojo loves you, bye bye.
((I do not recommend playing a character in a slow death plot...especially if you have bad habit of feeling a little of what your charcter is supposed to be feeling. I was entirely ready do Cera's end early just to get it over with, so I went asked Braeth OOCly if the Man in Blue (That being Trey ^.^) if he had any good news for Cera...Trey being the absolutlely last avenue I had not fully explored and itat that 11th hour kinda hting. There it was in..the litte gem already there an..so simple anyway..no need for anything furer except Thake! ::gives Braeth another hug!:: I'ld see about some beer but.. the world of beer can be even more complicated than wine...O.o ))_
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((::hugs and kisses MM:: Thankie! Even if I did write it all. I still feel for ya..having to…deciphor all of Cera's...thoughts.. I hope it didn't hurt your head...too much. But thank you! Yay! Le'ts ee this probably puts me at the cap for Cera... I think.. ^.^))
((Oh for today's entry in Cera's rantings see the story "Inevitable Boom"))
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M***,,,,,** re….Mis* n ....her....Vs wat irst omm ...Unc nen ........van pd Kin **** bellonn ANdr** der ilk ow oj no e M ** ue whe ar u? W o n....Moj ** bom Famy nope. ** **om....
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Mommy….hopes... Mister Coin....hopes..scared... Us..scared..tired... Blue Man.....Kind Lady....is hope.. Daddy......Aunt..Jade..... Devon...Mojo..go..... no boom..Family.... boom .Devon...Mojo.. boom Devon...after...sleep..go...boom Devon... find first.. boom Devon...not Family.
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Mojo ..we met another new friend…Cithrandor..well as usual you met him for us..hims and his kitty. talking about Mommy and Daddy and..Spellhold... He dun like Amn either...but he dun hear of the Cowled Ones..oh if they sawed us now... Mojo we know the Man in Blue said nots to be scared and know he and the Kind Lady will probablly find something..but we dun wanna go boom.. we dun want Mister Coin to go boom with us.. or make go boom beacuses of us.. We wanna see Cithrandor and his kitty again all our new friendses like Xixia and RedJack ..o and Vilmar.. that was fun with the Grape Juice ...even if makes the world turn around on us. Mojo.. we gets more tired and the more silver lightning all the timeses We wanna see all our Family and new friends again...but...we also can'ts stay in the Tree much longers... we dun wanna make them go boom with us... Mojo...
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(( 8/ I never really thought I'd reach this point in Cera's story arc. But with that last wild surge in Norwick… and already weakened from her planar powers being "on" in aconstant if low grade stae since her little trip to Atol... the wild surge kicked it up another notch... and that brings me to the point I built into Cera from the day I created her for Narfell. and so her story ends..I'm not quite ready to give up playing Cera yet...so I do have a second more open ended story arc for Cera to follow this one.. but only if I can get her to survive the end of this one.. ^.^))
::a scrap of parchment. torn irregullarly just as the others before it only...this one is marred by small holes.. charring centering around the couple of them would indicate they were burned inperhaps by the arcing energies like electricity..the child-like handwriting somehow more..unsteady tahn even usual::
I'm…..so...scared, Mojo.. so tired..and scared.. TheWell...it did more than make us tired agin.. We helped the Kind Lady look in her bowl...to..see..if..we coulds sees what's wrong..with us..... and BOOOM. we're going to go boom!, MOjo! Mojo...I dun wanna die.. Mojo we...we...dun even have time to plot agsint the demon...or..the nasty Devon anymores... no die.. we gaves the Kind Lady a hug after we saws this.. She was very sad, Mojo... do we tells, Mister Coin? Why did we ha to go to Norwick? oh we made so many new good friendses..but..now...now...we dun wanna die.. dun wanna die oh so tired, Mojo..rest..yes..rest...
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((Phew! Finally all cuaght up.. ^.^))
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I do not know if it all this learning…this planeawalking yesyes tha we is learning from the Man in Blue or if it still the cave... I thnks it is the cave, Mojo OSome times it feelsl ike we are not so tired andothers ..like today we feel so much more tired so..so tired Mojo... And the cave..we saw daddy finally! He was back! But..we as stil too scared to ask him if he was still mad at us. Mommy saids he was not... But we should asks him, Mojo. we should asks Daddy. Daddy and Mommy tit seems they found this man in black Mommy had told us about in a riddle.... a Caleb? Was he not the big scary red one so long ago when mommy still had her special necklace? or are just saying things again, Mojo? The one after Aunt Jade for that nasty wizard Devon... He just won't go away... Why won't that mist plane demon and Devon learn.. You dun mess with Mojo. We hopes the bandit king learned it... or did we learns not mess with the bandit king? 'casue we nots going to..if he stil here.. The w Niether the demon nore the Devon will leave my Mister Coin or Family alone.. Mojo we must go the Kind Lady and do some checking up on the Devon. But first the misty plane demon... Uncle Call he willhelp us..if we needs it.. we wil needs all our Family though even with the Man in Blue and what he is teaching us... we will needs them all..but Mojo how can we keep all our Family safe and happy when we are so tired all the time? mm More sleep, Mojo.. then we thinks about some mores...maybe we won't be so tired when we wakes up.. oh Sakura where ares you? You has not been home either for awhiles..probably out unstuck in other times again..Mojo let's pray to Corellon before we sleeps' otay? He will helps her back home...and maybe keep our Family safe while figures this outs
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Mojo! Mjo! Mojo! Mojo! Mommy is NOT mad! She is nots! Hmm and she is all happy again.. Her Tyr founds her again. yesyes! But still we brokes her special necklace…her handle...but Mommy say we are her handle. yesyes.. We hopes she is rights... And demons... has days she leaves Mister Coin alone for a little while it seems... maybe she afraids of Mojo. she knows Mojo means business. Don't you come back nasty demon! You know what will happen if you does. Hmm that reminds us Mojo we has decided.. to take the Man in Blue up on his offers to help us yes we dids.. But you knew that.. And you know what.. yes you do! We ..went walking he called its. It was not very far...but a blue mist you and me became in that place he calls Wind.. Wind such a pretty... calm place.. and his Nara.. is it a friend of yours we has not mets? The Man in Blue says he picked Nara but you picked us.. why did you pick us, Mojo? Then again there are so many of you, Mojo... it's hard to know which one of you did the picking.. Mojo learned lots.. Lots did we learn... at... not so at one with you did we feels before.... You were loud but not so noisy..or is that noisy but not so loud? whatevers it did not hurts our head so much... but... still it was hard getting theres. to the place called wind. yes the wind let's see. Mommy has her handle again... she is a whole Teapot again... I hopes Mommy knows she is a handle for us too.. Mister Coin is our handle so much our handle...and Sakura ..Uncle Call...Aunt Ari... all our Family....how many handles can a teapot have? hmm maybe Mommy and Daddy must be the hinged handle on tops for carrying. Or maybe they are our lid. the Kind Lady is our spout yes she is... so much she teaches us.. hmm does that mean the Man in Blue is tipping and pouring us out?
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We lefts the Tree today.. Mojo…which is good.. You guesses. you being Mojo. But stil we are tired. Still we cannot finds Mommy OR Daddy... ..They musts be REALLY mad at us, Mojo.. What dowe does? Hmm so sad Mojo. No thinks about that.. Thinks about Mister Coin... we fianlly gots up the courage to talks to him about not telling hims of our plan.. about Mommy's special necklace and the bandit king. He is not.. he is not mad at us! But..Mojo...not so yay..that demon..the one from the misty plane. She still haunts us.. What she did to Mister Coin and Mommy.. She holds on making our Mister Coin sick.. We cannot lets her haves him.Nopenope. so tired thoug .. we go sleep now, Mojo seeses you theres in dreamlands...and on the way too. But then you are always there, Mojo.. yepyep.
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((Ya know.. playing a charaact who bummed and has nothing to do but sit around and be bummed can kinda get to ya…. -.-'))
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No, Mojo…we aren't going to talk about that today. Nopenope We did ses the Man in Blue again..yesyes you did...so much he knows about everyones..... even Uncle Kanen it seemses. yes..we are trying not to thinks on that ...but allways it comes back tous when the Kind Lady and Jeni or Mister Coin are busy like they is today..oh what now... we needs to talk to Uncle Reg yes...a party..our Pashtiva! That is what..we keeps saying so but we forgets...Mojo..we wish we coulds forgets the other stuff like thatses. But no luck...nopenopenope. nope. There we can show them the new trick yesyes we should practise this.. the pretty lights we learned to draw on us and make sparkly in the air....it is all we can do when so tired ...thirsty now, Mojo hot talk after we gets a drink... then the lights..yes draw more lights..
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((hmm..I wll have to get around to Sakura's background at least if not a on going log… Cera's is probably bad enough. ^.^....::cricket chirp:: SPLAT eww...anyway))
Still…still so....so tired, Mojo and thristy....but I can get my water now. YAY! When theys is not...looking.. The Kind Lady seems to worrieds and does so Jeni and Jonni when I gets up ... but.. I cans...though...w is even more tired and thirsty when we gets back, Mojo from the water pool.....least its' not so fars from the fire. And you saw Sakura agains.. yes you ...you didses. Mojo what can we do? She is nots happy no..no.. I think she is worried about her mommy... I knows we would be about our Mommy..like we is alreadies.. and since we are Sakura's mommy it us she is worried about. Like the Kind Lady and Mister Coin is..but we is okay..see? See.. Mojo? only tired and hot...It's why you went for us..to Norwick.. but you always know this stuffs... You were there. Unstuck in time, Sakura seems to be from what she tellls uses... and our faults in the future it seems...oh Mojo..what canwe do? That funny man in blue knew so much of us and everyones....everyones it seemed even Mommy's troubles. He said Mommy's special amulet was gone and that we are the ones who broke it... we are sorry, Mommy.. we are sorry..and Daddy we are sory..sorry...we thoughts you were Father before...Mojo is sorry... Mojowe done not so good..leaving without telling Mister Coin...dear Mister Coin..staying by us all this time we loves him so....Mojo we all those things like not telling Mister Coin our planses...accsuing Daddy of being Father...breaking Mommy's special necklace and still we do not know what happened to the bandit king after he hurts us..I hopes he gones too...we dun wanna see him ever again, Mojo..what do we do?
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So tired…Mojo..this must be what Carnival felt like..and awarm and we afiled..we failed Mommy... we did not gets it...and Mister Coin. we should tolds him of our plan.. Fahter...he fooled us.. he fooled us, Mojo.. He was never Daddy and and Daddy was never him....we are sorry... Mojo is sorry....sorry... Sakura was sad but we saws her suc prettypink hair..it made Jenihapy...and the Kind Lady.. Mojo .we so thirsty and tired...
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Mojo…remind us to look iinto live forever spells oh? yes Immortaility yepyepyep tha's wordses we are looking for. Hum Never shall we be as asad as we were today. or so it seemmses rightnow. But it was not a long sad. Nopenope It UP and down...feeling Mister Coin ripped away from us ..and given and taken away.... Mojo... if not for Mommy. I do nots think we would be alright... it was Mommy that hlp-ed stay even if we do nots know why Corellon would send us back from Carni's Pashtiva Camp just so we can lose our Mister Coin. And when we finally went to go after Mister Coin in Norwick... thankses to Uncle Imphras.. he tooks me and Mommy there.. But you knew that. Yesyesyes you did.. Mister Coin was not so happy..isnot so happy. Nopenopenope. Not so happyat hall we feels. But..still we is SO happy he stayed. he is not happy though..Mojo thinks it is because trips to the misty plane can do that to you. yesyes.. so close together...it scrambled uses just feeling his tug to join hims both times. Mojo...what do we do? hmm just be there Corellon said... Mommy saidso too. She saids we cannot gives up hope..No matter whats. We needs that party, Mojo.. weneeds it NOW! Everybody needs that Pashtiva. both reasons why you and me founds a way and insisted she and Uncle Reg have a talk. adn youwere rights, Mojo...they dids need to... Mommy seemed happier afters...I think..she does now... Ihopes Uncle Reg is okkie too...maybe the party will help we has to talk to hims about rescheduling it..and hope nothing mores gets in the way.
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((Thankya all. ^.^ I have fun doing this. And sometimes it's the only place I get to RP Cera. When ICly she's been removed by her accursed powers to places unknown. I just hipe she can staya little longer this time between rifting events. ^.^ I mean they ge worse each time….even as she gains a little control each time one happens... and no thanks to reent evetns it's reached the point that if anyone is tanding too close to her when she goes..they'll get sucked along right withher. Hm just a little warning that maybe I should be giving but....I trust you people))
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Oh wow! Oh wow! Oh WOW! Can you believe it, Mojo? Neither can I! Corellon came Carnival and us..IN person. You know. You saws him too, Mojo. He came to our Pashtiva. Yes he did! Now, we was all having much fun when he came so we invited hims to stay and have fun with us. And he did! But as we did he wanted to talk yous?so we lefts everybody for a lil while, You, me and Carnival. Yes we did and wents with Corellon. Hmm but Mojo what do you think about whats he said? He reminded uses of what he told us after our plan to make Mister Coin all ours fizzled and he left Carnival to be with us. That Mister Coin needed us to be with him. Oh, Mojo so confusing ti can be to be us sometimes. Somehow the Mister Coin at the Pashtiva is not the Mister Coin who needs us. The Mister Coin at the Pashtiva has Carnival now..so we dun have to stay here. But everybody is finally so happy. And we woulds miss Carnival who the Most Generous Corellon told you how he helped Carnival get from the misty plane to the Pashtiva. So we do not have to be sads. She is not deads no more. Just living here. I guess we has to go back to the Mister Coin who needs us? but the Most Generous Corellon also said we could come backs to se Carnival any time we wanteds. Oh yes he did! So it will not be so bad. We can visit the Pashtiva on our own now. It will be good. Also he tolds us of how that Mommy and Daddy also neededs us too. Our Family neds us. This our Family has Carnival now. She is happy now. It is good. Now tt?s time go now, Mojo. Time to go be with out other Family. They needs us
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Cera's diary is my favorite to read. It's fun attempting to piece together what goes on in her mind. And scarily enough, I think I have a fairly good idea! Even so, there are many times when Cera throws me a curve ball.
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I agree! It's like reading an episode of Twin Peaks. Strange and twisted, I peel away the layers to try and see what really happened. Hell, sometimes I don't even know whats going on in the posts I'm involved with…