3. The Days of Autumn

The Days of Autumn


  • Twinkle, twinkle little coin

    We are all connected to the weave in some manner. Some more than others. There are those with unrealized talents. People with towering intellects that manipulate the weave through study. And some who are touched in minor innocuous ways that hold promise to something deeper. In our village there were two.

    When I was very young, at the age when boys were icky and catching frogs in a bucket was fun, there was a kid in our group named Dane who could do something remarkable. He could make light.

    It required no cantrip. No spell or hand gestures. It was merely an effort of will and an attachment to the weave. The only thing he really used it for was impressing his friends and late night ghost stories. That was until an Elder from The Court showed up, and he and his family moved closer to a school near Elventree. I never saw him since, and often times my thoughts turn to his lopsided smile and wonder what ever became of him.

    I was the other.

    My mother tells me that it was discovered when I was just learning to count. My father gave me 20 coins to practice. I would put them in piles of 5 and 10, and then touch the bottom coin. It would twinkle, vibrate and jump, scattering the others. Apparently, I found this more amusing than counting them because to this day, I am still bad at math.

    An Elder from The Court came to visit the house. While my parents undoubtably had high hopes that I would be extraordinarily gifted and perform grand magics at the college under the tutelage of masters, the Elder told them that no, the best I would be performing is a few cantrips, an odd healing spell or two, and perhaps….just perhaps something to do with sound.

    To this day it’s just a curious trick that just once, I managed to use to cheat in a contest. Oddly, Gaeleron made me practice now and then. There was one memorable time when we were crossing the border into Damara, that a farmer let us stay in the barn for the night. Then, under the relaxing influence of some curious smelling pipe weed that Gaeleron offered, I was able to make the little twinkling coin hit the roof of the barn.

    It was a grand night, full of reflection and broken down barriers, one that made me see a side of my mentor I never otherwise saw. We laughed and giggled as coins with the curious twinkle would hit the roof of the barn, and told stories of loves, buckets of frogs and adventures.

    I wish he had lived long enough to tell me why. Perhaps someday, another mentor from The Court will answer my letter.


  • Archer’s Paradox

    Most people don’t know this, but an arrow actually wobbles in flight. It does this for several reasons, but one is that when launched, it curves around the bow handle. How much it does this depends largely on the stiffness and flexibility of the arrow. As an archer, we call this the spine. The reason this occurs is called the Archer’s Paradox.

    For a powerful bow, you want arrows with a heavy spine. For a lighter tournament bow, arrows with a lighter spine are desired. Too heavy or too light a spine, and the arrow will veer to the left or right of the target as it won’t flex properly around the bow. This is mitigated to some degree by my grandfather’s bow which brings the arrow closer to the center.

    It is in an archer’s best interest to not only have the right arrows, but make sure that they are all the same. Repetition leads to consistency. Consistency leads to accuracy. Gaeleron taught me this

    Failure to account for this may have cost a dear friend his life.

    We had received word in the commons from a Quessir caravan master of a robbery. The gnolls had ambushed the caravan, slaughtered the guards and stolen the coins. The caravan master looked at our group and scoffed. Surely if his guards were slaughtered, we would stand little chance.

    He was right.

    I had heard of gnolls before, but never seen one. I had heard that they were formidable foes, and used by some houses as guards in Thay. The group of us went to retrieve the coin, and came out bruised, bloodied, and in the cases of Astolfo, dead.

    I saw the large rune scarred gnoll bear down on him with the heavy axe. He was heavily wounded. I had time for two shots to drop him.

    I missed both.

    The arrows I had been using were different. They were heavily enchanted with magical lightning. I never practiced with them. At 10 gold a piece, how could I? When it came time to fire them, both shots veered to the left. Why? Because their spine was too light, and I was too cheap and too lazy to practice with them.

    I carried Astolfo back to the city. There, a Quessir priestess of Sharess prayed for his return. Due to his return and the powerful prayer, Astolfo was dazed and disoriented. I accompanied him to the fireplace at the Mermaid, brought him some wine and sat with him. We weren’t there but ten minutes when Vera showed up. I excused myself, regarded Vera for a moment, and left.

    By all rights, Vera is better for Astolfo than I. I think she’s a broken person, but that’s not for me to judge. They are both human. They could live out their lives together.

    Why is it, that this bothers me?

    My mother once taught me that “wanting” is more powerful than “having”. Particularly if it’s something you shouldn’t have. He could never be the deep love of my life. Only a bright spark.

    Yet, I want him.

    That’s my paradox.


  • My Grandfather’s Bow

    I never knew my grandfather, Althar. He died in one of the wars against the orcs when my father was young. I don’t know the circumstances. The only thing that remained was the bow that hung in my father’s workshop.

    By all accounts, my grandfather was a bear of a man. It is said that he could crack a walnut between his thumb and forefinger. There were stories told by neighbors of a larger than life fellow who wielded an axe, drank too much meade, had two humans for friends. My neighbors say that they see much of him in me. Though it makes me proud, there is sadness in not knowing him.

    There was a great ceremony in the village when Gaeleron announced that he would mentor me. Being mentored by an Elder from The Court was an honor, and a notable event in our village of 223 people. During that ceremony, my father presented me with my grandfather’s bow. That single moment will stand with me all the years of my life.

    It was an antique, but he had one of The Circle reinvigorate the wood, and had painstakingly refinished it. I knew I would never be able to draw it. It was as long as I am tall and possessed a draw that would drive an arrow completely through a target. But the honor of the gift brought me to tears, and I wept embarrassingly during the ceremony.

    Gaeleron came to me after the ceremony and showed me how to string it, using another string with two leather cups at the end and my feet. I never would have been able to otherwise. I held it in my hands then, knowing countless years ago that my grandfather held this very same bow.

    It was then that I noticed it was left handed

    Most longbows can be used by either hand. The arrow rests on a leather archery gauntlet regardless of which side it’s shot from. But my grandfather’s bow was a long composite recurve. The handle was stylized, and there was a leather bound shelf on the right side. My grandfather held it in his right hand and pulled with his left, opposite of what I did.

    It was in interesting quirk I never knew of him, and it made me smile. It was then Gaeleron told me that this was the bow I would be using, and that he had asked my father for all my other bows. This was the only one that I would lay hands on in the coming years.

    I remember laughing. I couldn’t even draw it! Not only that, it was for the wrong hand and that I would have to learn to shoot all over again. When I made that statement, a cold uneasy feeling came over me, because Gaeleron just smiled and said that yes, I would.

    It was then with sternness born of centuries of teaching that he held his finger to his nose. “Look at my nose he said, and don’t take your eyes from it.” Then he took his finger and moved it from his nose to mine. “Which eye does the ghost finger move to?”, he asked. “My left”, I replied. He simply nodded and said, “You are left eyed, and will be shooting left handed”

    What followed was the first year I can remember of never firing an arrow. Every session Gaeleron brought the bow, but never let me touch it. Instructed using proper form, I pulled a bucket of rocks on a rope over a branch. I picked that same bucket up while bent over a log. I held it until by shoulder and back burned and I could no longer move it.

    I learned to hate that bucket.

    As the months and seasons went by, Gaeleron added more rocks. I grew taller and filled out. Boys became more interesting. Gaeleron added other seemingly unrelated exercises, until one day, he handed me the bow.

    I still remember that morning. It was cool and clear, and I could faintly see my breath. It was three days before my birthday. The bow was already strung.

    Had had me hold it in my right hand, which felt completely wrong. “Now pull”, he said. “Use your back. Remember the rocks”. To my astonishment, the string came back to my face. It took great effort, but it did. He gave me a smile then, one with a hint of pride. He also gave me a set of archery gauntlets. “The bow is still too strong for you. That part will take more time than we have. Ten years or more I imagine” he said. “In the mean time, these gauntlets will help to overcome the difference”

    Relearning to shoot was not as hard as I had imagined. The bow tired me out. A dozen or two arrows and I was spent. But Gaeleron was right. Now that I was sighting down my dominant eye, my accuracy improved dramatically. The bows power astonished me. This was no bow for tournaments. This bow was designed to kill.

    It’s been over 10 years now, and I still use this bow today. It’s my prized possession and I plan to have it enchanted soon here in this land of Narfell. I hope that where ever my grandfather and Gaeleron are now, that someday they will look upon me and be proud. I will carry on their legacy as best I can.


  • The Ruby Rose

    Sir Astolfo Furioso is a knight of the Ruby Rose. He is human, born of wealth and privilege and one of the first people that I traveled with after arriving from Damara. He is handsome, educated, and well-spoken.

    When I first met him, I had just come from the college. There were two people performing and singing in the commons, and he was one of them. I was delighted to meet a man of culture, and though his station implied a sense of arrogance, I found him to be very friendly and down to earth.

    I wasn’t initially sure what to think of him. Many of the local women, human, Tel-quessir or otherwise seemed drawn to his charm. Aruhan however, the tall native woman that I have come to admire and respect, had harsh words for him. I thought to judge for myself as mother taught me to do, and bear witness with my own eyes of his deeds and action.

    Since then, we have traveled together or met in the city center many times. In the course of a few short weeks, I came to look forward to his company. We’ve even fought together, and as often happens with those whose lives depend on each other, have gotten close.

    I knew something was different between us when he mentioned an underground city nearby. He said it was a terrible place, where slavery was legalized and evil ruled, but that only heightened my desire to see yet another new place in this land. Soon I was accompanying him on business there. He hated going, but he had obligations to deliver food and spare goods from the city of Peltarch. I could tell though that one of the reasons, one unspoken, is that he didn’t want me going there alone.

    We took a boat over the Icelace, to a cave mouth that served as one of the entrances to it. Once there he showed me many vendors and shops. There was a quaint tavern there, and three Knights of Cormyr were there resting from their travels. He bought me a far too expensive gift, and after delivering food and supplies to a priest of Ilmater, we left.

    It’s difficult to explain why that short trip to the underground city was the turning point. It shouldn’t have been. But it was. I knew it in my heart when we left.

    Perhaps it was his generosity to people that had little meaning to him other than their suffering. Perhaps it was the story he told of the arranged marriage back home, the one he used to settle a dispute, to woman he didn’t love. Perhaps it was the goodness in his soul that I rarely see in others.

    Several days and a harrowing adventurer later, I found myself with him in an enchanted grove outside the city. I could feel the yearning between us. We talked, we laughed, we were silly. And when there came a moment where I knew he was going to kiss me, I did something remarkably stupid and kissed him first.

    I can be such an impulsive idiot. I’m here a few short weeks, and I forget everything I was taught.

    My father sat down with me the day before I left. He knew I would meet people of many races. The humans he said, lived short lives. As a result, they fill them with urgency of purpose and accomplishment. For them, the world is on fire. For the Tel-quessir, the world is a lake, quiet and serene. The union between the two he said, rarely ends well. To grow old together, is one of life’s greatest joys, but it’s something that humans and Tel-quessir can never share. Remember that when you see the fire in their hearts he said.

    Regardless of what I happens, I know this will not end well.


  • Friends and Adventure

    I have been on more adventure after arriving into this northern city of Narfell than I ever would have dreamed. I have helped defend the city against Orcs, three times no less. I have hunted kobolds stealing vegetables from a garden, raided a cave full of large lizards, run screaming from hobgoblins in the woods, participated in a game created by an insane and lonely wizard, and defeated this cursed knot of roots and tentacles which was cursing the old Romani lands.

    I have been cut, shot, beaten, bespelled, conscripted, sickened and frozen. I have shot arrows until my fingers bled, and last night I soothed it all away with a bottle of wine and a nice bath. I have seen more of the fantastic than I ever would have dreamed possible. It’s incredible. Truly incredible.

    Through all of this, I have met numerous people. Some I call friends. Others, I pass by and acknowledge the contributions they provide to the city. Others, I want nothing to do with. I have seen wizards cast great spells, and priests pray for divine gifts which are brought to this earth in fantastic color, light and sound. I’ve seen warriors whose caliber I’ve only dreamed of stories fight their enemies with blade and magic.

    Even though I’m just the girl with a catchy whistle and a good bow, it’s nice to be able participate and help these people on their quests. Keth, a rather odd Tel-quessir from a monastery gave me an honest and forthright compliment regarding my archery skills, and his kind words stuck with me. Amongst the presence of these many heroes, it fills my heart that my contributions matter. I don’t know if I will ever be the stuff of legends that some of these folks are, but if I can help them do some good in this world then I already have accomplished much.


  • Peltarch

    This human city continues to surprise me.

    When I arrived, my heart heavy with grief, I had expected a large backwards fishing town with little tolerance for outsiders. I couldn’t have been more wrong.

    The cultural diversity I have experienced here is astounding. There are people from all walks of life, and for a town with more than 90% of its population human, it seems quite accepting of Tel-quessir, Hin, Dwarves, and yes, even a Dragon Touched. The latter found me embarrassed of my initial shock, but he seemed quite proud of the fact that the city has not only accepted him, but was employed as a city guard. He had grown up on the docks no less.

    One of the largest buildings that sits off the Commerce District is a college. I took a brief tour of the public areas, and there are books for sale, a stage, and classrooms. I had only seen another building like this in Damara, and the one in Peltarch is likely even grander in function and scale.

    I have met traveling merchants, mercenaries, adventurers and wizard or two, one of whom really needs to practice her aim. One of the merchants sold me a very exquisitely enchanted ring, which I sadly used most of my funds for purchase, but if I am to thrive here such items will no doubt be necessary for survival.

    …for this place does indeed have problems with Orcs. It seems that Orcs are not just relegated to ambushes on the Long Road.

    The forests and hills west of the city are inundated with their breed. I traveled with a group after reports that a contingent of them were hold up in a cave just outside the farming areas. It seems that skilled locals often take matters into their own hands, which truth be told is not much different than many of the villages we traveled through. There we slew many of them, and aside from a little Hin wizard upsetting a very tall native warrior, the experience was sobering but uneventful.

    Up to that point, I had never killed a sentient creature before. I had expected to be ill, but I found a certain relish in slaying one of the race that took my mentor’s life. It’s not a very good thing to feel, but nonetheless was true.

    Later, the orcs rallied, and drove another group of adventurers back to the city walls. I stood in safety behind the crenulations and offered my bow as best I could. Some of the city folks are very experienced warriors. Someday I hope to learn from them.

    In particular, I would like to learn from Thau’Lira. She is a disciple of The Father, and sacrificed two days of her time just to help me send a message to The Court. She escorted me south to the village of Norwick and a place called “Spellweaver”, a wizards’ enclave of sorts. Such kindness to a complete stranger was unexpected. She seemed grounded and wise as one would considering her profession. It would delight me to one day call her friend.


  • Death

    I had never truly experienced death until recently. Loss at such a scale sickened and angered me, and there was naught I could do.

    Gaeleron was killed. Brutally I might add.

    Gaeleron was my instructor. He was the one who saw promise in me and vouched to my parents that I would remain safe. He took me from the small village of Bywater, across the sea to Thesk, through the Forest of Lethyr north to Dunwood. There Damara and the long road to Narfell.

    He was a good man. A harsh but fair instructor, he made me see thing around and inside of me I probably never would under anyone else’s tutelage. He wanted me to see the world and what it offered. Part of training he said, was cultivating different experiences. We were even going as far as Thay, if the wind blew us that direction.

    …only he never made it.

    A group of well trained orcs ambushed the caravan at close quarters. Gaeleron died three feet in front of me before he even drew a weapon. The orcs were fast and deadly and they outnumbered the soldiers on the caravan two to one. Two others died in the first thirty seconds. The orcs had chosen their target well. Fortunately for us, the Orcs didn’t count on the wizard who was riding in the back.

    After the first set of screams, a small man riding in the trailing wagon unleashed a litany of spells of which I had never seen. The orcs died in vast numbers, many choking and falling to the ground. Even the earth rose up at one point and swatted away the remainder.

    I held on to Gaeleron for the longest time. I remember through the shock and tears one of the guards whispering to me that he was already gone. We buried him on the side of the road.

    Now I find myself in a largely human city named Peltarch. It sits north by the Ice Lace. I will do my due diligence by writing a letter to the court informing them of Gaeleron’s death, but beyond that I don’t know. I am poorly a poorly trained Elvish woman stranded in a human city. I have considerable coin and could make the journey back, but I know Gaeleron would be disappointed if I did.

    I will see what the humans offer here and make a go of it. Gaeleron would have liked that.