Journal of Ferdinand Locke
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_Ahmose and I have decided to travel to Mulhorand again, there we will have a wedding in her families tradition. It is unknown to us yet whether our families will be making the journey. In my case I know that the Baron is likely to stay close to home. He never does stray far from mothers grave after all.
The space from Oscura should do me well, it has gotten quite suffocating recently with all the commotion Elendel has stirred up within Tribune Ashire. I seem to be lost in the dark on this one, Elendel is a hard man to pin down, far too wild to be controlled by force. I believe he is a valuable tool for Oscura to have, but he needs to be dealt with a certain way. I can only hope that my superiors see the value and are able to use the weapon rather then have it turn on them instead.
The Tribune has questioned were my loyalties lie, or at least that is how I interpret his visits. I have no intentions of obstructing the laws of Oscura, If the Tribune decrees that Elendel is an enemy of the city then he shall be known as one. I do hope that it doesn't come to that however.
The time I spend with Ahmose, I never take for granted, and this upcoming trip will likely make it even more difficult for me to return. Oscura seems to be so fractured, if we could only work together we could become so much stronger. Perhaps I fight a losing battle and should cut my losses and focus elsewhere, there is definitely plenty to be learned in Ahmose homeland, and much to be gained. So should I bury my aspirations to make a difference in Oscura? perhaps for the moment at least, in the mean time I can focus on starting a family._
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_The day of Union fast approaches, I have been asked on many occasions "Am I ready?" or "Am I nervous?". Of course I am ready, as ready as one cane be. I have known Ahmose for many years and I have always cared a great deal for her, joining our lives in marriage is but the first few steps in a much longer journey, our families both grow stronger by this marriage and perhaps with added strength will come the added strength which we can then use to take the steps ensure Oscura's continued growth and prosper.
Am I nervous? Perhaps a bit, but definitely not as nervous as the first time I communed with my Lord and embarked down the path of the Clergy. I wonder how marriage will compare? As my connection to my Lords Divinity grows stronger, I find myself filled with many different thoughts, Are these thoughts even my own? perhaps my Lord whispers to me? Which duty will consume me most? My Faith? My marriage? I like to think myself capable of walking the fine line between the two. But gods can be demanding, and wives even more so. Will my future wife understand? These secrets I hold within, they eat at my core.
These are the times I wish I had more of a father, The Baron seems to distant, almost alien to me as a father, his sadness consumes him and I do not even know how much humanity remains within him, and Father even holds many secrets from me. It seems those rare occasions when I seek someone whom I can trust, to confide in there is none to be found. Perhaps my greatest fear is following a similar path to that of The Baron.
It is a lonely existence when one has secrets indeed._
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_I write this entry as I sit in the "Mud pit" as Gabriel likes to describe it. As I look around and see the rain pouring down I cannot say I can argue his description much. I have signed up for "Fight Night" the monthly event held in Norwick. This is only my second time to ever attend such a thing, I am not quite certain how it will end.
It does gather quite a crowd. Some familiar faces and ones that I do not mind seeing time and again. I am sitting near Ashe and Val, both women have been teamed together, some fantastic thoughts seem to be running through my mind as I look at the two of them playing around in mud. Perhaps its to be expected to have such thoughts, especially prior to my wedding.
::Some mud is smeared into the page::
Seems the Commander has arrived for the evenings festivities, I wonder how her deliberation in regards to the incident Elendel and the Tribune had are going. Perhaps if she has a moment I will ask.
My original partner for the events has bowed out, his replacement Uljas, I have traveled with this man on a few occasions. He has his own odd set of moral codes and I dare say his fighting style is nothing like my own. But he is a more than adequate tool and perhaps a few blessings will increase his combat skills. Perhaps it will be an interesting evening afterall._
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_The engagement party is complete, many old friends, many new friends were by to celebrate in our upcoming union. The party was going quite well, the Bard that was hired performed in the background and the guests chatted amongst themselves.
It was not until Tribune Ashire arrived that the parties mood took a turn for the worse. Apparently some form of argument had occurred between he and Keeper Elendel. From all accounts, Elendel was somewhat in the wrong, lying to the Tribune and then fleeing from the incident. It is really no surprise that authority and discipline do not go over well with Elendel, but he is a great asset to the Keepers and to Oscura, there must be a way to reign him in at times.
I took time from my own party,in an attempt to dissolve this conflict and it seemingly did little good but detract from the evening and upset my fiance. I've sent my report to the Commander, hopefully she will have answers. I am quickly learning that I cannot do and solve every problem on my own. I will have to start relying on the men I've recruited. MY men, hopefully one or two amongst them will stand out and show leadership potential.
And in only a few more days I will be getting married. I will be returning on a honeymoon to Mulhorand with Ahmose. She has land holdings in a small village near the ruins of a place called "Semkhrun". She tells me this place used to be full of those skilled in Divination magics. Perhaps we shall be spending some time investigating these ruins in search of long forgotten lore.
I've yet to speak to her of this yet, but I also hope that while we are away we might conceive a child. I think it best to start the family young, for it is far safer and likely for her and I to safely have children now then to wait and perhaps face complications.
I wonder how fatherhood would change me? Would it cause me to go off course? or would it simply strengthen me? These I guess are questions for another time._
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_So much is going on, its a maelstrom of activity and I feel as if I am in the center, quietly watching as everything unfolds. Sure I find myself getting swept up in it periodically but I always find manage to return to safe footing.
In the past Tenday, I have managed to lead a patrol through Ettin lands, Battle a Kelemvorite Paladin and scour the ruins of Jiyyd for artifacts left over from a large battle of the Blood War.
Professionally, the Keepers are really starting to take form, soon the Recruits will become full fledged members and we will be truly able to support Oscura as we should. Socially I am getting closer each day to marriage to the most Beautiful women in all the lands, together we will achieve so much and personally my research goes well and I am receiving helpful aid from what most would consider unreliable or unsavory allies.
With all this going on, One would think I should be happy, satisfied, excited, why then do I find myself wanting yet even more? I must reign myself in, if I over extend myself I will become vulnerable. Especially with the Tribunes warnings of someone keeping an eye on me. Perhaps I should seek an audience with him, or perhaps with Lucidious, he did extend his aid to me in the past, perhaps he can help me once more._
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_I spoke with Tribune Ashire, he had some words which bring up concern. He did not go into details but he suggested that I was being watched. Without many details I can only speculate on what this means, or the motives behind watching me. Perhaps I will move some assets around to see what they can uncover.
Immediately after our discussion however; he did mention that he had been impressed with my luck and gave me a few words of advice as I led a large group to investigate that location of an old Temple. A Temple to Myrkul, Hidden deep in a forest. Within was many ancient and old artifacts that date back perhaps to the Time of Troubles. I did what I could to ensure each item was kept in the hands of Oscurans, but some did get claimed by surfacers.
The findings will undoubtedly aid me in my research, perhaps I will have to visit a few of the other libraries in the region, but I will not tire or waver in my duties._
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_I find it difficult to stay my hand long enough to even write this entry, for I am filled with far too much joy and jubilation. I found the courage and dropped to one knee to propose to my now future wife, Ahmose. We have yet to decide on a date, but do plan on having a small engagement party, perhaps within the Mithril Mug. We have yet to decide on whom we will invite, most likely just our closest friends and family.
We have decided that we will have our ceremony done the traditional Mulhorand way. My familiy dates back to the times of Arnath, yet I do not feel that our culture has developed any traditions in the ways of marriage. The mulhorand culture is so rich and ancient, and I feel that it will honor her and her family to carry on this tradition as we become husband and wife.
Perhaps in the near future we shall discuss the future aspects of children, I for one would be eager to have a child, but we shall see. Ahmose has much she still desires to achieve, perhaps with our families joining and the possible power gained from it, she will gain favor in the eyes of the Tribunal and they will listen to her requests to be an Ambassador of our city._
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_Another women kissed me last night….An elf, Aidyn, we had only just met. I did not return the kiss, but I cannot lie to myself, a part of me wanted to. This kind of weakness cannot be tolerated. I will do what I can to distance myself from her, perhaps then I will build a tolerance to this her "charms". Besides what foolishness, when Ahmose and I are happy together. Perhaps I should take our relationship to the next level, I have carried this ring in my pocket far too long. I think I shall call on Ahmose shortly.
I must head to the Monastery soon as well, to inform them of a series of new recruits who will be spending the upcoming month there training. If they are successful, the Peacekeepers will be able to operate at a level not seen before. Then perhaps we can begin doing some good for our city.
Back to my studies, some of the tomes delivered by Quelcoth have been of use, and I think that shortly I will have some kind of idea at where to start._
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_A succubus attempted to woe me yesterday, I focused my mind on thoughts of Ahmose and managed to block the foul enchantress from my mind. The look on her face as my blade slid between her ribs was priceless.
This Izakiel character, I am finding myself more and more intrigued at the aspects of learning more about him. Currently he seems more then content to harass and torment Norwick, and that is all fine for me. I do not intend on getting too involved with their issues, but if I can learn any tertiary knowledge on his history in Oscura, studies of the well and so forth, perhaps then the knowledge can be sold to the southerners for a price.
Brynden has been given the information he needs to become a successful keeper. I hope he shows he has what it takes in the coming weeks. His training at the monastery will be difficult, but I am certain he shall endure, just as all those before him have. He brings a friend with him from his homelands in Neverwinter, Gabriel Delacroix, a warrior. He has also expressed an interest in the Keepers. I have given him similar briefings on what is expected, The two will provide an added boost to our ranks, and if they both prove competent enough they will allow for us to begin more serious operations and tasks.
I have also put forth a few ideas to Commander Senria, I hope that I get her support and the support of the Tribunal, for it is time that the Keepers were given the proper tools to do our ever important job._
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_Death came so close today, it makes me wonder if its even worth it. I have so much that I must accomplish are the small things worth dying over? Are they worth not seeing Ahmose smile one last time? Two Dangerous trips in under a ten day, one to battle Drow, one to cleanse a desecrated Sharran Temple.
Both threats to Oscura, I guess the little things ARE important when I really think about it. If im not going to stand up and fight against them who is? The patrols also allowed me to make some new acquaintances so I guess all in all it was good that I stuck my neck out once more.
Brynden Blackwater, this is a name I hope to hear more and more, an ambitious young Oscuran, I have offered him a position within the Peacekeepers. I hope he will accept and successfully pass Commander Senria's interview, for we desperately need men and women to serve. There are many who hold great stake in Oscura, yet they are too selfish to offer their blades to defend it, unless they have a stake in the outcome.
I guess I shall continue to scour Oscura for young impressionable warriors in search of work, in hopes that they will become future heroes for Oscura. It was a long days work, and I can think of nothing Id rather do then visit with Ahmose, perhaps the next few days will not be so hectic and we can spend some time together._
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_Things seem different since my return home. Balthazar has some how replaced Jario at the helm of the Black Lotus. I have heard rumors that he has yet shown his face in public. To my knowledge he has yet to show anyone his true form. I am wary of this, as for all I know he could be a dragon, demon, or some other form of greater evil attempting to use Oscura as a base for their machinations. Rumors do tell of Vladimir and Creg being among the supporters for this man, perhaps they know more then they care speak about.
The Keepers have also taken some blows, as I am told Kence Boneguard has left the city. It is not pleasing to hear the grounds on which he left. The Tribunal at times I find can be quite inadequate when dealing with the surface towns. Oscura sometimes makes itself an easy target by attempting to walk on egg shells. A path that must make us look weak to outsiders.
I have however discussed Dar'lith with a few persons of interest, perhaps we shall see if the combined efforts in research and experimentation will bring us down a successful path. I can only pray that it shall.
I also must remind myself to move some wealth around to once again re-establish an attempt to solidify the Orcs of the Iron Chain Clan a place within Oscura where they can organize themselves and pray to their Gods. The letter I sent to the Tribunal what seems like decades ago must have been lost in the shuffle of paperwork, perhaps a renewed meeting with the Orc leaders is required so that we might work something out and bring it forth to the Tribunal for discussion.
Lastly, I have begun preliminary discussions in the formation of a Shadow Network to begin functioning within Oscura, I believe I have spoken to the proper individual to run such an organization and it will only be a matter of time before it is up and running. The information gained from such a group will be invaluable in learning of trade routes, hostile movements, as well as perhaps removing people who are unwanted or seek to harm Oscura and her interests._
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We are departing for Oscura tomorrow morning. I picked up the ring for Ahmose late last night, as she slept soundly.It is a beautiful ring, I think she shall be impressed, it has a Mulhorandi design to it, and a few magical properties.
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Aranhur has offered me a position within his company. It would be a position of leadership and Ahmose tells me it is a great honor to be offered such a position. I will have to discuss this with her and think on it deeply. I have already been gone quite some time from Oscura, and I still wish to propose marriage to Ahmose, should she accept her position on me entering into a war in her homeland may change. On the same token however; it would also be a great honor to her for me to do this, and it will also give me a better understanding on the leadership of men, tactics and experience in war fighting that I fear I shall not get if I return to Oscura.
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_I returned to the magical shop I had visited a few days ago, The merchants remembered me immediately and we began discussing the events from the other day. I explained to him who I was, and why I was visiting Skuld, I also inquired to him about the possible purchasing of a set of his and her rings, I explained to him that I had wished them to have some magical properties, and be ornate and exquisite enough for a set of nobles. He took down some notes on the request and told me to return in a tenday.
After the ring discussion, our conversation shifted toward trade, I informed him of my families business in Oscura, letting him know some of the items we are able to import and export. In turn he discussed some of his export and import suppliers. I mentioned that perhaps our two businesses could work out some form of trade agreement and that he should send an emissary to speak with my brother or father in Oscura, He seemed to be interested but would have to discuss the matters with his business partners before giving me a straight answer._
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Most of the wounds sustained in the skirmish have healed up properly, the past few days have been marked with much conversation with the representatives of the church of anhur, as well as guard commaders. They have spoke in detail to me the ongoing struggle they have in dealing with these small Untherite pockets of resistance.
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A charcoal sketch of Ahmose and Ferdinand takes up a page within the journal.
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_I awoke early one morning to explore the market district here in skuld, the markets were near chaos when I arrived, as people went about their daily routine. I found a shop that deals in magical trinkets and entered speaking with the merchants at great length, perhaps I will be able to secure some trade while on my trip as well, no doubt Maximillian will be happy to hear if I am succesful in such endeavors.
The shops contained many unique items and wares, and I enjoyed myself thoroughly, until at least I became involved in what I guess could be explained as an attack by the Untherian fighters. I was looking at some ornate pottery, when not three hundred or so yards from me did an explosion of fire engulf part of the market, alchemist fire vials I am told had been jammed into a wooden cask and detonated. Countless commoners were killed by the explosion as it was set off as a Mulhorand guard patrol walked past. Shortly after the explosion armed men sprang forth from the shadows and began attacking the remaining Guardsmen while they recovered from the initial shock of the blast. I felt compelled to help, perhaps to impress Thoths old friend, or perhaps my job as a keeper somehow played a part in it. I quickly whispered a few prayers and rushed to the melee. These Untherian men fight with odd weapons, Falchians, Khopesh, Kukri and Sickles, there were some bowmen as well, I whispered some prayers and targeted two bowmen in the distance, they were engulfed in a ray of negative energy and fell to the ground. I then brought my blade to bear against a large man wielding two Khopesh, his style was unfamiliar to anything Ive ever faced and I was immediately put on the defensive. I quickly studied his patterns and movements gauging the best time to strike, as he was going for a high strike I was able to give him a stern kick to the chest knocking him off balance allowing me to finish him quickly. I heard the groan of one of the Mulhorand Guardsmen and ran over, whispered a prayer and healing magic washed over him, helping soothe the burns and gashes that previously marked him. With my aid we were able to repell the remaining attackers, killing all but one, a few other patrolls eventually got to the attack location and were able to detain one of the Untherite's. When they initially came on scene they attempted to detain me as well, but the man whom I had saved spoke up and I was released and escorted back to the estate.
Ahmose of course was not too pleased upon hearing this, I tended to my wounds and cleaned myself up, it seemed I would have to make amends for my actions._
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_Dinner went well. I believe I did a well enough job impressing our host, especially as I am an outsider, I did my best to speak purely in the Mulhorandi tongue and seemed to be able to do so flawlessly and without relying on my prayers. Many tales were shared during the meal, old tales of Thoth, the past, present and future of Mulhorandi politics as well as a few rumors, They spoke much of the problems that were occuring with the remaining factions of Unther. How small networks of Untherians still resisted the might of Mulhorand, and often caused trouble and even chaos within the cities and countryside. The man was a priest of Anhur and was a commander who routinely fought against these insurgents. His stories of battle and tactics I found extremely interesting.
I in turn, have passed on a few of my adventures and tales with him, my travels with the various nobles, my duty as a Keeper, I told him that I did not have any formal training in tactics or large scale war fighting though, that I was too young to be part of the N'jast war that occured in our lands. He laughed at such claims, saying that he fought his first battles as a youth. Nonetheless, i think it was an entertaining evening. Ahmose spent most of the eve with a few of her female friends, I have no idea what they could possibly be discussing, but I did catch the odd gaze in my direction._
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_We have arrived in Skuld, this city is amazing, its architecture un-rivaled. It makes the surface towns of my homeland seem so insignificant in comparison. We were quickly met by a friend of Ahmose, a striking women who would likely draw quite a few suitors back home in Oscura. I remembered vaguely Louis asking me to bring back a local for his "pleasure" but I think I shall spare this women the kind of pleasure Louis may have had in store for her.
Our belongings were quickly packed into a carriage and we were escorted through the cities bustling streets. I've never seen so many people, it is as if the entire population of Peltarch scurried about this very street. Merchants peddling wares, curious buyers perusing items, sneaky cutpurses lingering in the shadows, guards patrolling the streets sternly. An orgy of activity seems to go on through this vast city.
We arrived to the estate which we would be staying, a grand place, with fountains and ornate carvings and architecture, lush green plants lined the outer wall giving it a truely exotic appearance. Our room has a large bed, two beautifully hand crafted armoires and a dozen plush silk pillows for sitting, it walks out to a pool of water that seems to be magically enchanted to always stay warm. I would seek to have such exotic luxuries transfered to my home in Oscura as they are amazing.
Ahmose has mentioned that we are to have dinner with a friend of her fathers. She is beckoning me to join her in the warm pool, I guess I would be foolish to not accept._