A girl in the rawlins
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A pretty girl is to be seen out in the rawlins, between two trees, praying day long. Those who get close enough to hear, notice she's trying to comunicate with Mielikki. Her face shows no pain, but some hope instead. She rests little, and she eats not much.
When she's not praying between the two trees, she's with a hand leaning at one of the trees, trying to feel trough it as she would do before.
She seems very concerned but with hope.
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Curiosly, she's seen soon again in Peltarch and talking again to said Mielikkian. It's a short talk and then she heads to the woods right out of peltarch, where she seems to spend now most of the time.
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Anor it's seen talking with the Melikkian she was looking for. One to which the Godess herself has appeared at least in two ocasions. Anor explains him her case, and asks him to name her in some of his prayers, for they are friends and he knows how loyal and dedicated she has been in the past to Mielikki.
Then she can be seen moving down again to the woods, where she pretends to spend the rest of the time till the Godess forgives her
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The beautiful woman, seems to be leaving the woods. She is seen heading north…where? when asked she'll answer, that a loyal servant of Mielikki might help her in this.
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She looks more optimistic as the time passes. Seeming sure for her that the kind Godess will forgive her. "I start to feel something again." She says when asked.
Eventhough she believes she's closer, she doesn't spend less time praying or tending to the animals in the Lady's Forest. Anyone close will notice her dedication on her acts
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The people in Norwick can see her leaving the town early in the morning. She doesn't sleep anymore in the woods, but right when the dawn comes, she leaves the town after buying medical herbs and bandages for the animals, as well as food to feed those who need.
At night, about midnight more o less. She enters back the city, spends a few minutes by the fire warming her up and soaking from the rain and then heads towards the inn for a rest.
If asked while at the fire, she answers quite the same everytime. "I commited a big mistake, and I have to learn from it".
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When she's done with the prayers, she can also be seen taking small walks around the forest, looking for wounded animals and tending to their wounds as Mielikki would do herself. She Might have lost her powers granted by the Godess, but she's still an able healer with herbs and bandages.
After applying the salms and herbs and bandages to the wounded animals, she will stay some time by their side, to make them feel safe and warm. Feeding them if they can't do it themselves.
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Another thing she tends to ask every now and then:
Oh, Mielikki, tell me. How can I prove that I'm sorry and how strong is my dedication to your cause? Oh Lady of the forests, forgive me, and give me a chance to serve you as the most loyal servant
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Some of the prayers she can be heard repeating from time to time is:
Oh Mielikki, my godess. I know my wrongs and I ask you for forgiveness. I was not able to control myself at one point…letting my human condition betray me and saying things my heart and soul didn't feel.
You are my Godess, my beloved Godess, and to you, and only to you I swear to dedicate the rest of my life.Need of your guidance, my Godess. Need you to show me the light. Your light, which is for me the only light. I won't decieve nor fail you again…
Please Mielikki, show me your kidness and let me serve you again.