3. Kadosh's journal

Kadosh's journal


  • A new hope

    So back to Narfell, things seem to have changed greatly since I left this wild lands.

    The order of the crimson knights I created is no more, another good lesson about the relativity of any man own creation, the wheel of time turns, creation then destruction…

    I am thinking of all the good lessons I learnt during my wandering, nothing encompass the beauty of friendship, still nothing is permanent and in order to progess a man must change.

    The behavior of the knights of the divine shield I ventured with, Elenwyd and Marriston to name them, impressed me, their ideals are pure, their will firm, their swords are deadly for the criminals.Now I have realized the inner force of Good over Evil, during many years I thought only discipline and an ordered mind were enough to become a knight, Now I think only a pure heart can really achieve transcendence.. which is at the end the objective of any knight...

    According to this statement, I vowed to learn more about mu own religion, the holy Triad of Lord Tyr his champion Torm and the broken Ilmater.Learning their teachings and living them will surely change me and permitt me to fullfill my end...

    Practically I will follow the example of Torm, protect the weak, defend the innocent, fight evil wherever it lurks, act with honor and without disinterest for material gain, this is probably my hardest quest, still I have good hope I will succeed with the help of Torm...

    Now, I spend alot of time in the Temple of Tyr studying the nature of Good and Evil, each time I go outside I try to do a good thing, it may seem simple and basic still it is quite hard to no one original good action per day, still it gives you a sweet and warm feeling in your heart and you never feel alone.. I think I made the best decision.. time will tell..

  • A

    Seth has collected Kadosh's pack and put his valuables in storage and have his body to Daisy in the hopes she could raise him.


  • Kadosh was found dead by Sten Longbeard near the entrance of Oscura.


  • My wandering led me to Jiyyd a charming village south of Peltarch, currently building its defenses against the horde which occupy Norwick.
    There I was meditating around the campfire asking myself an essential question what is the source of Evil ? Is it an external source coming from the outsiders ? So Evil would be a force shared by evil entity and materilized by the lower planes ? Is evil a point of view build up by our own values, culture and religions ? Do some monsters have innate evil nature ? All this questions can't be answered in a short and affirmative way, those topics are very complex and would demand more than a human lifetime to be partially answered.Still it is our duty to ask them, if we wan't to understand our own nature and the roots of evil.

    And as Elenwyd told me one day "Don't worry Kadosh, one day all evil will be eliminated"… to be continued...


  • My wandering led me to explore the underground city of Oscura, there I met a curious person named "Seer" she is from calimshan and speak with a foreign accent. She spoke to me about "FATE", but what is fate ?
    Are we the puppets of the gods ? Do we have a unique destiny ? If we do can we change it with the help of our will ?
    All this questions assault my mind since this meeting with Seer, she was also speaking about a prophecy of what will come and will destroy all of us, what lies beneath the ground, propably in the underdark near Oscura, this is why she is here I think she watches and she 's warning us about a great danger..


  • I met some people around the campfire of Jiyyd, typical.
    One is Zoma, a cynical swordman I met once in Oscura in the past the other is an unknow dwarf.
    We have had a discussion about te coming war of zoma pointed out how the defenders had their own agenda, he was very cynical.
    I told him that at least the divine shield have no second thoughts ambition in the defense of the innocents, but it seem both the dwarf and zoma have stong prejugees against paladins.
    I was called such, which is quite an honor as I am not yet a paladin and the called me "stubborn", which I think is another compliment as my Iron Will saved my life many times..
    I don't think cynism will lead them to anywhere, and I do think my faith will lead me to death..anyway I prefer a glorious death over a worthless life..