Collecting thoughts - Chea's observations
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((sometimes i'll post here too though)).
Liira required me to kill an Orc.
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Dear Journal,
Godess of Art, Liira required me to kill an Orc (pig on two legs).
I went on the half-orc controlled plains next to Peltarch.
Fully prepared, i found dead half-orc bodies.
Then i saw two young adventurers who spared me this ordeal.
I'll have to continue, even if it's horrible.
I wonder how many people killed for Art's sake.
It's disgusting... and under Moon.
-- Yours, Chea Allin, Liiran under a Moon.
P.S. That's how 'Paper Moon' fell from the sky.
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((Journal is moved to my blog: http://cheajournal.blogspot.com/))
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Astral Space
My mind travels in astral space.
My imagination and emotions give me power in this world. Things I see are mostly about dragons, people's fears and ambitions. There are plenty of demons to defeat.
I have insight in our future and can sow seeds of it with wishes, mantras, affirmations, visualizations, spells, prayers and rituals.
This is not best time for meditation, but i can use all my knowledge gained via insight as result of meditation. It would be just too much to continue at this point with meditation.
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Silvarion
I've met the elven woman named Silvarion, a mage from Myth Drannor. Well versed in wordplay, symbols and gestures. I dared not to step ahead of her, when we walked through the woods.
Hues
Something happened to me… Am I losing my sanity again? Was it Selune's way to tell me hues of my soul? I've ended up black, which I find pretty depressing. Need to spend some time with Richard, my younger brother.
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Raila
Met a woman named Raila, woman who has experienced much. She is fighting undead, boldly walking into the night to put them to rest.
I am not the one to tell her how to live, but one thought comes to my mind.
One has to be very brave or very foolish to go to cementery at night to face vampires.
I'll be praying to Selune to guide her, and thinking good thoughts for her sake.
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Of faith and fears
Faith gives me strength and happiness.
Faith in Selune, in myself, and in goodness that is in everyone.
I do not see people as evil or good. I see them as either trusting or fearful.
Everytime they hear someone, they think of themselves, their strengths and fears, reflected in words as within a mirror. And seeing themselves… they either believe that it will be better or run away, or defend themselves.
How can you blame someone who is scared?