Axel's diary



  • Time flies and i am only satrting to writte now,was i to busy? yes and no busy with life and finding my self in it.

    i have joined the guards now,yes dad i'll show them they made the good choice. The job it self is easy patroling a quiet district could seem ideal but the real task here is all about manners and diplomacy,nobles living in the area are often looking down on others and there manners can be harsh yet when treated with respect they sweeten a tad bit.

    My captain is happy with my work and thinks i am suited for the given task,well so far so good.

    the drow war as started,the underdground is crowling with creatures of many kinds,pets of the drow? Probably i think and fighting the natural dinizens of the undergrounds. The war will reach the surface eventualy and then overwheling all it can.will we prevail? Will the good of all rise above all our mutual struggle? Will we all fight to defend life as it is?
    Questions i could'nt answer now…Time will tel.



  • Last day i went treasure hunting
    Aramuil had send words about his need of adventurers to find a treasure.

    we took a boat and then a portal to some foreign lands.we arrived soon at the foot of a mountain the ascension was long and hard fighting wolves of all kind.
    At the top was a an entrance inside a huge complexe with many rooms and passage,all of them traped with gaz and guarded by animated beings like golems and minogons.

    I nearly died,if it had not been for Yana's kindness and cares i would had.
    On our return Aramuil took the things he was after and left us with a huge loot,i was soon shocked to see how all our efforts didnt bring us closer,pople arguing for items,not even paying attention to each others.
    I got angry at their greed and left without a share.

    I hope no one got mad at me forit but i could'nt stand their attitude.
    No item or gold can be worth my self respect nor the honor i carry.

    Gold and treasures can always be earned to somepoint.



  • The enemie within is awaiting me,pushing me to my limits seeking more and more out of my self,where is that simple man i use to be?

    I have fallen pray to my own demons,seeking skills when i should slow down and learn to stand still. Those i love are there sill but for how long will they be there? when i seek deep true friendship all seems so complicated now,will i fall and disapear? or am i just starting to live with all i truly feel?

    I give the best of my self and hope these doubts wont stand still.All thse feelings mixing them selves in me all of them so unclear scince i have steped out of Avalon.